I confess ...

and yes ...
I confess ...
despite of all this love ...
that we were shared ,...
despite of all the promises of stability, ...
i knew I will go on the road alone, ...
sadly and with confused ...
i will answer all questions alone, ...
and I will dream again alone, ...
and i knew that ...
you would leave my heart ...
and take off my hands lonely again , ...
however, ...
i did not ever ...
waste a single moment ...
of love with you ...

I confess sweetheart  ..,
that ...
i was not one of those ...
who entered the heart with love ...
But ...
and believe me ...
whoever sees your eyelids falls in love ...

yes i fell to you ...
and yes ...
i confess ...

hazem al ...

The revolution of imagination...

I may not be able to keep you by my side...
and I don't have the strength to make you my destiny...
But,...
i have a heart that I will keep you in...
forever...

there is an exceptional relationship...
between you and me...
i can't find a name for i ...
but it is...
an irrevocable covenant...
it is  a revolution...
and a volcano of love ...

and i am so lucky...
that i don't have any wish...
because i just have you...
always inside my heart...

hazem al ...

Need a hug ...

just need now ...
a hug ...
to turn off ...
the fires of nostalgia ...
that lives  ...
inside me ...
because ...
of my needs for you ...
and with every day ...
after midnight ...
i get drunk ...
while i'm reading  ...
your letter's wine ...
and with every letter ...
which you write ...
i imagining you ...
as you take me off ...
with every word ...
piece  after piece ...
until  my body ...
get drunk ...
all the night ...
with a needs ...
to be hugged ...
as your lovely words ...
hugged my body all ...

hazem ...

No more words ...

my darling...
who I think of day and night..
it's you ...
you light up my life...
since i knew you ...
to change my whole life...
simply i adore you...
with no why ...
why couldn't we have met before..
before so many years ...
we could have shown...
our feelings physically...
not as an internet feelings..
as we do now ...
It doesn't seem real for you...
what I am feeling at the moment...
but,...
i feel you ...
and hope you feel
as i do ...

I try to find the words my love..
to tell you how I feel ..
but words cannot explain...
what i hold inside...
I just need to show you...
to feel the same as I do...
what I am feeling inside ...
is so over than i can write ...
I feel like crying...
but ...
I just thank god ...
that I have met you...
throw all my dreams ...

yes sweetheart ...

I adore you so much...

and feel so excited ...
just when I see your name ...
on any of my site...

If this isn't love...
then what is???...

Ana bahebek..
and you know this well ...
from your heart ...
i know ...

darling ...
may god strike me dead ...
if I am lying to you...

nothing i need ...
just to believe ...
love you ...

is this enough ...
i have no more words ...

hazem al ...

Congratulations O heart ...

Congratulations to my heart ...
it's a lucky heart ...
because it ...
loves only you ...
and well done to my eyes ...
that it ...
don't see anyone ...
it only sees you ...
and congratulations to my soul ...
it never hugged any another soul ..
just only yours ...
as my lips and mouth ...
are lucky also too ...
it never kissed anyone than you ...

Congratulations to you ...
yes sweetheart ...
you are the only lady ...
who made me dance ...
dance crazily ...
only with you ...

hazem al...

There really is no justice...

i fear from a reproach ...
that will be understood as a hatred ...
and fear from a silence ...
that may understood as a neglect ...
and from a some words ...
may i be regret on ...
and ...
from a leaving ...
may it hurt me in a next day ...
and fear to be also ...
as remains in a name only ...
Oh sweet readers ...
how i could tell ...
who i love ...
that i miss her so ...
and my life ...
is empty without her ...
yes dears ...
my this long silence is ...
full of words ...
but my pen fails to write  ...

hazem al ...

Your eyes ...

the conversations of your eyes ...
it only reads the mutterings of my heart ...
before my pen write ...

what that fate,...
that makes me always ...
live within you ...
and what that madness ...
which occupies the spaces inside me ...
to Pour you , as the honey ...
for my heart ...

O beloved of the heart ...
I need you ...
and need your breathes...
as my needing ...
to be alive ...

yes my sweetheart ...

hazem al ...