Buried Words

Buried Words Sep 2019

Why

Why do I exist

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Euphoria

This feeling
Is all I know.
It's almost
Euphoric.

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The End

I'm sick of feeling like this,
And I'm sick of not being able to do anything about it.

It will never end.
Until it ends me.

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For A Moment

I felt okay,
I felt.... happy...
I felt alive.

This Moment
I feel sick,
Depressed,
Dead.
I feel sad.

It's back again.

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Wish

Oh how I wish,
That the water
Was blood.

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My Reality

I am breathing,
Inhaling, Exhaling.
I can hear the sea,
Soft in the distance.
I can see the stars,
Looking down at me,
Keeping me company.
My hair damp,
From the moisture in the air.
I am Existing.

Yet I still bear the blade,
And the demons inside.

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My Love

You were my first love,
But also my first heartbreak.
You were my first kiss,
But also my last.
For you, I am willing to wait.
For your touch, your smell, your voice.

I am waiting for something that will never happen.

Since you are gone.
Forever.