Buried Words

Buried Words Feb 2019

As my legs go numb,
And my lungs fill with liquid.
I feel at peace.
This recognizable feelings,
That reminds me I’m alive.
Even though in pain,
I am still here.
The bells in head,
Bashing from left to right,
Give me a sense of hope,
Even though it causes pain.
Then the darkness.
Where I relive my past.
And I’m back...

Buried Words Feb 2019

I Feel Black

Some feel yellow,
While I feel black.
Drowning in my own mind,
Unable to catch a positive thought.
Thinking, thinking, thinking,
Back to the bad.
And never back to the good.
Almost erased by my dark thoughts,
I feel utterly alone.

Buried Words Jan 2019

Cold Friend

You stuck the blade in my back,
While hugging me lovingly.
You dug up my past and laughed at it.
You opened my mind and searched through my thoughts,
And ripped them out and stomped on them.
You travelled deep deep down,
To find my secrets and unlocked them,
And threw away the key.
Leaving them on show.
You were meant to be my friend.

Buried Words Jan 2019

Sad

I keep swallowing what I thought was air.

Buried Words Jan 2019

Delete

I wish life had a delete button.
Delete the pain, the suffering and sadness.
Delete the false love and the hate.
Delete the addictions and abuse.
Just delete me, myself and I...

Buried Words Jan 2019

Humanity is Dead.

We grow, we learn, we work, we die.

We love yet we always get our hearts broken.

We speak a dead language consisting of sounds and lacking Emotion.

Some are scared of death and some embrace it.

But we are already dead.
Conversing with empty souls.

Buried Words Jan 2019

....

Above me is the sky and the white silk clouds,
Looking so tantalising and angelic.
And below me is the cold, hard ground.
Filled with skeletons and rotten memories.
Where would I rather be..