He's a heartbreak
A death that lives on
And replays, still stabbing me
Right in that same spot

He's reality yet a dream
A dream that slips and fades
Even before my fingers tickle it's tangled up secrets
And my heart gets ****** in by his imaginary love

The way everything he is,
Makes me go "What if?"
What if he... What if that...
But What If's are impossible
They're just wishes
That can never be granted

And us
We will never be
Because he's a heartbreaker
And he has broken me

Out of all the people i know
I've known you for the shortest time
3 years, i believe
But i have no friend closer to my heart
And i tell you everything
We used to be the tightest knot
On your navy blue high-tops

Then you got a boyfriend
Which is cool, i've got one too
But i think our shoelace came untied
Because i barely see you anymore
Plus theres always a clique of girls
Following you nonstop, everywhere
They never let me talk to you
And glare at me when i get near

We've only got 6 more months here
If we don't move on together,
They could be our last forever
We're not even sure to be separated
Yet i feel like the shoe is already off
And you see it, laying on the black top
Then turn and keep going

Basically
What i'm trying to say
Is that i just really want you to stay

I met a boy some time ago.
With blue eyes
Oh, how they were blue!
Like a pond
With fish that i had never seen

And right away he stole my heart
Stole it right off my sleeve

I didn't mind,
I offered to trade
He laughed
and ever so simply stated
I took his quite a while ago.

I am in no mood to be upset
No, not the time
I've got far too much crap on my mind

There are the tests and the troubles
My best friend is becoming distant
My thesis essays are stacked in mountains

My mother is a horrible woman
Better than my father
Dead, i'm glad

The view from my window is getting old
I like how it looks in the twinkling city
Distant and blurry
But i know its there

The world is an annoyance
I think i'll leave mine
Maybe find a better one
Far the f*ck away from here

Her story would only make sense
If we knew the beginning
Maybe thats why im confused
Where did it start?

I know somewhere near the middle
I saw a broken girl
Then a little after
She'd look into the mirror
Stare at the girl with big brown eyes
Sigh and shut her out
She didn't like her very much

Then
What i believe was more of the rising action
There was a death
That same girl was standing in a black dress
Dark, wavy hair dancing in the wind
A giant black bow topping her off
A single tear escaped her eye
She never cried, why now?

I think we're nearing the end
Right now, its nothing but screaming
Tortured by memories
Countless tears that stroll along soft cheeks
Tearing pictures, deleting videos, erasing smiles

Her heart bleeding through her skin
Then sinking further down her chest
Exploding at the bottom
Charring her soul
The end.

You are
The most tormented soul
I'll ever know
I care not for your good times
Let me see you cry
I want your pain
Its more beautiful than your smile
The twinkle in your eyes when your sad
I want to breathe your sorrow
Let me burn down your house
Let the tears roll down your cheeks
Everyone around you will die
I'll make it so
Just to see you unhappy
Not because i detest you
But because i want you to need me
A shoulder to cry on
Someone to depend on
You're so beautiful
Come, let's cry

I'm blind
Metaphorically speaking
I can feel but i can't see
Well, what do you see?
You say it many times
Theres something ahead of me
Something great, something grand
I, I alone in this world
I fell from so high
And now i don't know if i can see
Or if this is all just an allusion
You see, i hit my head
Rather ******* something i couldn't make out
Probably reality
It ****** me back in
Keeping the blood i'd lost and leaving me lightheaded
Now everything is blurry
Yesterday and tomorrow are the same
Today never even happened
And i can't see your face
Those eyes, that smile, those lips
I'm blind