harlee kae

harlee kae Jun 2014

i think i've always viewed beauty differently than most.
and when i first met you, i knew that you were my most beautiful find yet.
you luminated light with every step you took. and everyone that met you, even briefly, felt better because of it.
i found beauty in every strand of your hair and every syllable that rolled off your lips.
you're a rarity.
the light within you is so pure,
that when you're 100 and i'm 103 if i happen to pass you on the street i'll recognize you immedietly by the glow.

harlee kae Jun 2014

a conversation between me and my ex whom i'm still in love with

do you belive in an after life?
yes
in our after life will you be my girlfriend?*
no i have other plans..
i'm going to marry you.

i'm infattuated with this marvelous creature. if only she were mine.

harlee kae Jun 2014

Being Friends

Such a simple phrase, isn't it?
And yet it is such a hard act.
I still want to be with you all the time,
but when we're together I hurt.
I hurt because I want to love you,
and when you touch me in a seemingly innocent way I want to melt into your skin and live there in your safety.
I want to get off work and see a message waiting from you.
But I don't.
And that's why being friends is such a hard thing to follow.
Because I still want you,
but you don't want me.

harlee kae Jun 2014

Nice Girls Finish Last

Love *****
   and hurts.
       And for those of us
         that give it freely,
            it hurts the most
               for us.
               But in the end
            we'll keep loving,
         so we can feel
      like we did everything
   we could
to be loved in return.

harlee kae Jun 2014

elmo

and i haven't showered in days
because my fingers smell like you

harlee kae Jun 2014

i wonder

will i ever learn that i'm not enough
that even though you think i'm beautiful she must be more beautiful
and even though you think i'm special she must be more special
and even though you say you love me she must be loved more
because if she wasn't, **you would have picked me

harlee kae Jun 2014

attention *****

i burned myself not for pleasure.
i burned myself not for pain.
i burned myself so maybe you'd notice me and maybe you'd care enough to make me stop.