Just one day
Just one day I say
I take a breathe in
I blow it back out
I cannot fret over one day
I cannot
Count on me to doubt

People wonder why I'm crabby
Maybe because my mind is full
On the point of brimming over
I cannot describe the pull you have on me
It's strong and breaking

Maybe it's time to let go
Let you take care of yourself
We both know you can't
……Maybe it's time to let go……

Haha  oh I am funny arn't I?
Letting you go?
Then we would both cry
Letting you go...
And you just may die....

I was this close
This close, to coming home to a funeral
This close to not seeing you again..… EVER  .. What the heck...I leave for six days
Six days… and  I come back.… to hear
You overdosed and were knocked out for two days
Two days...three and you woulda been dead
Two days...I can't take this... You're unstable,
Scary, unpredictable, hurt, depressed, and dieing    
This close
This close……

It doesn't end
It gets deeper and deeper
Bigger and bigger
Harder and harder
Scarier and scarier
To deal with you
The pain destroys the memories you say
It helps me forget
  WHAT do I do with you?
The limelight makes it worse
But for all I know tomorrow could be your funereal
There goes your life...forever
Your youth...you are a 14 year old boy
Life hasn't showered you with it's fruits
It's to hard to handle you say
What if I killed myself right now?
   Do you want me to help?
I can't rebound as well as last time..
   Your suicidal thoughts keep me up
I wake up on the floor, when the bed was my starting point
I have a sleeping disorder all because of you
It started the day...the day your arm bled the sticky velvety red substance blood
My friends scared of my sleeping disorder
Do you know how bad it's gotten?
Do you know I cry in my sleep?
I can't rebound again..this is too much
You can talk to me
I don't bite...anymore
I used to hold on to hope
But darlin I can't do it…anymore

Boom ba boom
The sounds of the stereo
  Boom ba boom
Leads me in the right direction to go
  Boom ba boom
Across the floor
One two three four
  Step step stomp
  Step step stomp
Concrete hard under my feet
The familiar sounds of the street
  Boom ba boom
  Boom ba boom