I never knew,
That'll be like this,
My dark world,
Has a light.

I thought that you lied,
That you were joking with me,
I didn't believe in you,
But I should have.

I'm so used to liars and cheats,
That I locked my heart,
And I didn't trust another,
But you didn't let go.

You meant what you've said,
You kept me close,
You protected me,
You loved me.

Now my heart is only for you,
You finally won me,
You are my light,
In my world of darkness.

Around and Around,
A carousel of chaos,
Not stopping,
Not slowing down.

Up and Down,
Like a never ending ride,
I'm tired,
I want off.

Around and Around,
Up and down,
No stopping,
No laughter.

Around and Around,
A nightmarish game,
An never ending ride,
The Carousel of Terror.

What if...
Everyone got along,
Would there be any fight?
Would there be a sudden war?

What if....
Every day is never boring,
Would there be any complaints?
Would there be any agitation?

What if...
The parents and children love each other,
Would there be any abuse?
Would there be any suicides?

Just think,
"What if,"
So many questions,
And yet so many outcomes.

I look at the person,
The one who's staring back,
The old reflection,
Of who I used to be.

Colorful clothes,
Happy eyes,
Innocent and pure,
A perfect mirror.

Now I'm different,
Dark clothing,
Brokenhearted eyes,
A shattered mirror.

7 years of bad luck?
Not me,
I'm a lifetime of bad luck,
An unfixable shattered mirror.

Can't you see,
How much you mean to me,
How I need you with me,
That you're perfect

Can't you see,
That I smile rarely,
That I'm breaking inside,
That you will never care.

Can't you see,
That my heart is shattered,
That I'm slowly dying,
That I'm crying secretly.

Can't you see,
The scars on my arms,
And *a noose around my neck.

I can't believe it,
You're almost gone,
Out of my life,
Forever.

I can't believe it,
After all of these years,
Of being with you,
It's all coming to an end.

I won't say "I'll miss you",
Because that will be a lie,
I'm finally happy,
I'm finally free.

Free from the lies,
Free from the hatred,
Free from the hurt,
Free from the countless abuse.

I can't believe it....
You're not coming back....