The stars in your eyes that stopped my world
and made me fall in that galaxy of yours.
The engine heated,
and all those kisses burnt away as the van moved,
drenched in regrets and mistakes,
stars i lust for now were going away, far away.
It's time, my momma told me.
begged my momma to stay a little longer.
As I know those stars are no where to be found.

Dear momma,
I wonder if you were happy to hear my voice on that winter night, when you almost died.
I wonder if I really was your mistake like I was to many.

Please tell me big girls cry. Please be there, who will love a soul like mine like you do? Please dont leave me here alone.

Promise to send me a breeze when I fall down and get stuck like now. Promise me that you will look for me from the stars I gaze. Promise me that the tears streaming down my face will dry up one day. Promise me that I'll get up.

Second last day last page of our book... more like my book.
making myself believe that the day after i have to burn it
still cool.
Still cool for i weep till the sun rise and pray to god, just to let her heart beat a bit longer.
Beg to beat her heart a bit longer, to let her know that she carved me into a beautiful heart.
Second last month with her on my book.
trying to be stronger each day so that when the book ends, I dont end.
Collecting my broken heart to make her story end with a breath of joy.
For I know, i wont find myself, i wont find my book.
For I know, I will be crying to the rainbows and begging the empty bottles to send her back.

How fickle my heart and soul,
I failed to find "the love" in your bitter words.

Running away from the mess I've created,
I know it will haunt me, like it does now.

running through the fire, waiting for my return.

I saw my soul and body chained on fire in your flawless hazel eyes with a dead rose and a cigarette clinging on your hand.