For my love, Brandyn.
I feel so happy and confused sometimes,
When I think of you each night and day,
And when I see you, I see fireworks,
I love you more than words can say...
You're so amazing! This love is endless!
I can't resist your personality, it's true!
The flowers and smile fade into shadows...
I am absolutely crazy for you!
Your soul is understanding; your heart is huge,
And my heart is truly in your hands.
I could run and jump 'til life was done,
But YOU are the focus of my plans.
This intense euphoria is amazing my love,
And for you, Brandyn, I thank Heaven above.
All my love, Haley x

Fallen but once was held so high
Never meant to fly
Shriveled black wings
Whither and die
Scarring over
Hiding deep inside my closet
You're my own personal demon
My battle that I must over come
You scream and tear to come out
I hear you deep inside
But you must hide
Tearing at my flesh
Ripping me up from the inside out
Constantly I hear you shout
But I can't let you out
You will never win
I will defeat you in the end
You're the demon I must face
The one thing I must release
My battle scars will prove victory and not loss
I will triumph
You will lose.

No one noticed
Or even cared
Some days I was gone
Some days I was there
No matter how hard I tried
I was never noticed
Just a lonely wallflower
Trying to get noticed
Staying alone by default
Learning to write my words and thought
Sometimes you see me
Most times you don't
I hide behind a veil so thick
I listen to the rain gently fall with a patter
Life goes on without me I see
Just a pariah that was meant to be
Content with going unnoticed
Happy all alone
No one to please
No one to condone
I'm invisible for all to see
But not entirely invisible can't you see.

Words cascade from my mouth
Like gentle dew drops at dawn
Making changes in the world
Covering the world in a blanket of pure white snow
Time suddenly stops
Beginning again with the slightest snap of my fingers
Entering serenity
A kind of peace that's unforgettable
Flowing gently from the sky
Words of the old
And words of the wise
Changing the world and causing surprise
People start to look up at the sky
What they see they do not know
Beautiful words wrap around their heads
The slightest word a person can speak
Can change the world
Making it better, lovelier, and even more peaceful

The sky meets the earth with a heavenly kiss
Sighing full of bliss
Purples, pinks, and blues intertwining


Creating a beautiful canvas
The sun rises from east only to set in the west
The world awakens to see its beauty

Clouds slowly drift by
Capturing and envisioning true serenity
Taking shape of various imaginations

The day gently strolls on
Painting a new canvas
Ravened hues now fill the sky

Bright jewels now dancing by
The day starts over again
Invoking the child in all of us

Making the day more beautiful
Birds flying by
Soaring into their freedom


As the day drifts by
The artist in the clouds resets the world
Getting ready for the next picture of life to form

Head lifted towards Heaven
But casted down to Hell
That's where my darkest demons dwell
They bite and rip at my flesh
Begging to be free
My soul is ripped wide open
And in comes the horror
I face the past and the demons they bring
Never shying away
I go forth and accept my punishment
Do not forsaken me
I accept my faults, my wrongdoings
Forgive me
Forgive me is all I ask
Life takes unexpected twists and turns
From which everyone must learn
Forgive me I ask
And you will see
I learned my lesson
Can't you see

I had a dream last night
It told me what to do
I looked down road one
Then I looked down road two
Poems began to float around my head
Singing songs of laughter
It was then that I knew
What my life was after
I chose the high road and to write
I chose it quick and fast
Because all I knew was that my life would surely pass
My dream told me I was born to write
That writing was my breath of fresh air
It was my one true love
Writing about my future
Dreaming about my past
The dream I dreamed was nearly done