I'm sorry,
I don't remember your favourite colour.
I know I asked and,
I know you told me and,
I know I forgot, almost instantaneously;
I'm sure you'd shrug it off,
say it's no big deal,
and, I suppose I might agree,
but
I'd hope that you'd find it meaningful,
that you'd changed mine.
for now, its:
the intervallic hues
of your delicately feathered iris,
blanketed
under starlit night skies,
glittering
by the sodium haze
of cityscape lights,
and how transient happiness
set the soft outline of your cheek
ablaze.
your freckles laid out,
like maps of constellations;
distant pinpoints, strung up on high,
ages old,
just waiting to fall, at a moment's notice.
the palette of the sweetness of your skin,
made brushstrokes, weaving into my dreams,
becoming masterpieces, as
literature
rolls
from your lips
in dry-ice cloud
sepia tones,
washing out black and white photographs
I'd hung up,
in homemade picture frames,
throughout the corridors of my chest.
so,
I'm not sorry for that.
but,
I am sorry if I ever hurt you,
{I don't think I did}
I'm sorry if I'm an *******,
{though I seem to be the only one to think this}
and,
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry if I love you.