I dreamed about death today not in the selfish kind of way like leaving friends and family betrayed but instead a dream I may convey to let the world seep away leave the darkness and the day captured by the waves, I sway an everlasting sea of gray worries and troubles left to decay yes, I dreamed about death today not in the selfish kind of way but instead a dream I may convey my world becoming a sweet ballet
Lost was myself alone on a path. You, Than, whistled the trees and waved with the seas With me there along side the path, I knew Here you would stay keeping me safe, at ease
Winters grew cold and I soon felt weary Your presence was fading, leaving me numb Your touch so bitter I knew quite clearly Then you were gone at the first sign of sun
Through years on the path I wandered alone Still hope grew quite strong in my mending heart You would return I could feel in my bones For once again we could have a fresh start
My dear, stay with me now. Please never go And just love me with your immortal soul
Sitting, staring Watching, waiting Wanting, yearning, Begging, pleading Longing, craving Wishing, dreaming Needing, itching Urging, demanding Seeking, striving Hurting, dying For you The only thing I cannot have
Loving you is like Breathing under water Tempting though The result inevitable I’ll love you nonetheless Until my lungs breach My life fading to numbness My body unresponsive Laying at the bottom of A sea of *you
I cannot hear you All I hear is him I cannot see you All I see is him I cannot feel you All I feel is him I’ll never know you All I know is him I cannot love you ‘Cause all I love is him I'm plagued with his presence The deterioration of my soul Aching me RAW He is the fever within me And I cannot fathom A world without it