I can't promise a perfect relationship cuz I'm messed up inside
But love isn't perfect
It's anger,lust,pain it's falling apart and picking yourself up and trying again it's not giving up it's messy but it's also beautiful. Its happiness it's the little moments that make you laugh it's when you take care of someone and in turn let them care for you.

with my feet on the ground
and my head in the clouds
I try to survive this trip stepping around
every stranger in the strange crowds

dreamers have no place in this world
so my heart fights my day job habits
my creativity shot from cannons is hurled
while I run down holes chasing white rabbits


have I lost my mind?
where was it before I asked?
did all the drugs politely turn down all the questions of my kind?
did every line of coke spell answers to my lifelong pain masked?


with my tie on to make a dollar
I can shake your hand with the fakest of faces
but the relief I need to loosen the collar
always leaves little strung out traces

but isn't life made to never count one person?
isn't that why we marry and breed?
so we have misery's company as the days worsen
and an excuse for the green bill greed


you think I fear the conference room meeting?
I'm more afraid of Captain Hook
because as I grow down I realize the stories
were precious distractions from all the beatings I took


******* wear my life for a day and try to endure the hurt
I've learned the pain killers that go down like spoonfuls of sugar
I've learned to suture when the blood spurts
and the bars and friends with compliments will always be my pushers

so with feet on the ground where the killers carry all the keys
I keep my head above all that's you spell out as real
and I'll never take another **** on my knees
because the pushers and the wonderlands make sure I never have to feel

For today
my voice will Be heard
It's just for today
Then I will once agin
Fall silent
Just for today
You will see my hurt
Then I will
Lock it away
Listen close
It's just for today

I don't know how to tell you I'm not perfect
I'm not who you want me to be
I'm just me
Always have been
And I always will be
I just don't know how to tell you
I'm not perfect
And I don't care
I don't care that I'm not perfect
Because for once
I'm me

Your uncontrollable
Your strong
Your heart is gaurded
But it's like you
Uncontrolleable
I love how you know who you are
It's what makes you
A mystery
Because Your the only one who knows
The storms I'm your eyes
Rage, as a reflection
Of the swirling storm inside
Uncontrolled
Out of control
And like you
UNCONTROLLABLE