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503 · Nov 2013
Time bomb
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
I'm a ticking time bomb
Just about to go off
No matter what you do
You're in my mind
All the time
Tick
Tick
I'm gone
Remember me
Because I can't remember you
It's done
Already gone
498 · Oct 2014
Rereading
Gwen Johnson Oct 2014
I've read my poems
over and over
It seems like the only person
I can connect with
Is me...
497 · Aug 2016
I'm not someone to hold
Gwen Johnson Aug 2016
You want to kiss my lips
Inhale my lightness
Caress my skin
But only at its softest
Hold my hands
When they're not icy cold
You are looking for someone to hold
Someone to be your cure
Without acknowledging you have problems
I want someone to show the world to
Not just sunsets over lakes
But also rigid rocks
That you can cut yourself on if you're not careful enough
495 · Jan 2013
Seven billion people
Gwen Johnson Jan 2013
Seven billion people
Struggling through tears
Struggling through fears
Struggling through the day
Seven billion people
Hoping for change
Hoping for love
Hoping for the next day
Seven billion people
Just wanting to make it through
Kind of like you
492 · Jul 2013
Conversation
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
I like you
I need to see you
I want you
I need to hug you
I need you
I can't have a conversation with you
when this keeps popping into my head
491 · Oct 2013
Hold unto
Gwen Johnson Oct 2013
It was something I was told
A story so old
I barely bothered to listen
So lost in translation
I couldn't understand what it meant
But i stumbled upon it
When I thought I had lost it
Looking up and seeing the sky still
I was in motion
Turns out it was in motion too
You see I always looked right through
Like it was glass and I had no option than to
Find someone to place my blue unto
Because it wasn’t something to be held
I always wondered why it was dreary
It made me so weak and weary
That's why I get the meaning so clearly
But as always it didn’t say what I wanted it to
So I threw it to you
As I always do
But it turns out you have a limit too
So you fall and you break
And I just shake my head and walk away
‘Cause I have nothing left to hold unto
486 · Mar 2014
Washed away (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I awoke just to see the rainfall wash me away
482 · Nov 2013
The girl
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
I'm the girl no one wants to be
I've always been to afraid to speak
So I can't hold myself up
When you knock me down
I just keep getting further in the ground
It seems like you're trying to dig me a grave
But I don't want to die
I've been counting day
Till I can get away
Far enough away
You'll never see me break
475 · Dec 2012
Flash or no flash
Gwen Johnson Dec 2012
frozen in a moment
cradled with emotion

color or black and white
saved for a time

smile or cry
scream or laugh
today or tomorrow
flash or no flash

press a button
take a picture
now it's all
saved in pixels
474 · Apr 2014
Caged
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
I built a cage around myself
I built a cage made of self doubt
I built a key to open it
I locked it quick in panic
I threw the key as I was losing it
I soundproofed it so you wouldn't have to deal with me
Now I scream and cry
But you don't hear it
These cries for help don't reach you
I built a cage around myself
And all it caused was loneliness
466 · Apr 2014
I like...
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
I like the way you talk
There's nothing more I can add to that
I like the way you walk
Like you have somewhere to be
I like your smile and how it warms me
I like how your awkwardness seems confident
I like how you're caring
I like how you're sweet
I like how you want to say something
Then don't want to at the same time
I like how you ask questions randomly
I like how you're poem turned out
That you wrote when I asked so I could see your writing
I like your spelling and grammar mistakes
I like that you put up with me being sarcastic
I like how when you ask how I'm feeling
And when I respond honestly you don't judge me
I like how the more I learn about you
The more this list grows
I like you
And that's honesty
464 · Nov 2013
What If...? (15 word)
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
What if I left
Leaving you only
A broken compass
To tell where I am
463 · Dec 2013
Change of direction
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
In all that emptiness
Only once did I think I was lost
And that change of direction
Led me to where I belong
460 · Oct 2013
Dead
Gwen Johnson Oct 2013
Cold
Pale
So very dead
bury em up
And get back the fun
Halloween only happens
One day a year
Happy Halloween!!
Gwen Johnson Jan 2013
Why do you live knowing you'll die?
I pondered this for a while
because it doesn't come that often
that I am struck with a question
finally I had a question as an answer
why do you smile knowing you'll cry?  
I was proud for coming up with an answer
when I heard the new question come up
why do you cry when you can smile?
And then again I was left struck
for in my head that never came up
question after question left unanswered
only pondered and pondered again
why do you live knowing you'll die?
447 · Jan 2013
A world with so much hate
Gwen Johnson Jan 2013
How wind storms so violently, how peace finds no place.
How danger seems to look you right in the face.
So how do you stay alive in a world with so much hate?
How colors seem to fade.
How I see that look that look on your face.
How do you find a place
when wars never fade and the dark keeps you awake?
Will hate ever fall and bring peace to us all
in a world with so much hate?
You hate the world until it falls to the ground
then realize it was great but that’s what happens
to a world with so much hate.
444 · Oct 2013
Drowning
Gwen Johnson Oct 2013
I jumped right in
I tried to swim
But i wasn't floating
I was falling
I flailed my arms
Up
Down
There seemed to be no direction
I was so used to gasping air in
I didn't realize it would let the water in
Now I'm with you
It seems like there is no direction
I try to talk
But the air disappeared from my lungs again
I feel like I'm drowning
You make me feel like I'm drowning
441 · Sep 2015
Broken World
Gwen Johnson Sep 2015
Sometimes I love this broken world
Sometimes I just love that it's broken too
433 · Nov 2014
What will be?
Gwen Johnson Nov 2014
I wonder what will become of me?
If I'll ever be what I want to be
Could I ever be looked up to?
429 · Apr 2014
Love/ Hate (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
And the person who loves me
Also really hates me
427 · Jul 2013
Spoken
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
What does it mean to have spoken?
Does it mean that words were projected out loud?
Does it mean that behind those words is a meaning?
Does it mean that there is a voice that should be heard?
Does it mean there is someone there to hear the words being said?
Does it mean protection?
Does it mean threats?
What does it mean to have spoken?
Does it really mean anything at all?
How can it be determined?
424 · Oct 2013
Happy little thoughts
Gwen Johnson Oct 2013
These happy little thoughts
Stretch on and on
Through the night
Eyes closed tight
Electronic beeps
Waking me from my dream
I'll be back before you know I'm gone
Half the day in daydreams
Away
Far away
In these happy little thoughts
422 · May 2015
Fragile
Gwen Johnson May 2015
I should wear a sign that says fragile
but instead I wear fake strength
and pretend that I don't break
421 · May 2013
You'll still be
Gwen Johnson May 2013
I've never believed in fairy tales
I don't need to be a princess

I don't have high expectations
Because i want to achieve them

But you'll still be my what if...
415 · Nov 2013
Say goodbye (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
There seems to be
No other way to
Say goodbye
412 · Feb 2014
Romance
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
You count romance
With rose petals
I count romance
In glances
You count love
In presents
I count love
In time spent
You keep counting
I stop
398 · Dec 2013
Her Goodbyes
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
She said her goodbyes
Like she was leaving town
She said her goodbyes
Like we might run into her tomorrow
Too bad her goodbyes lasted so much longer
394 · Jul 2013
Sorry
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
I don't understand
I'm freaking out once again
I'm sorry
I truly am
What is wrong with me
I don't even like arguing '
Plus I never win
Talk to me
Please I want to know
Talk to me please
Fine I'll just go
394 · Feb 2014
Oblivion
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
We all have to fall
into this oblivion
This dark
This new
but if you open your eyes
I'm here too
I know the path well now
I brought a light
And if you want me to
I'll walk by your side
392 · Jul 2013
Wasted days (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
These wasted days
Remind me of what
I'll never be
390 · Nov 2013
Almost There
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
Sometimes being me
Is unsatisfactory
Almost there
But not quite enough
And when running in circles
Gets too tough
I can't help it
I just give up
387 · Dec 2013
As you said
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
She sat
Upset
Memories running through her head
Thoughts filled
With people and places
Voices speaking at insane paces
All a shred of something you once had
And as you said
She couldn't forgive them
386 · Jul 2013
So Right
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
Noticing little things
Like that piece of the conversation
When everything seems right
Even when you know it shouldn't
Like when you realize that
You're still breathing
Your hearts still beating
It may be natural but it's still
Wonderful
Exciting  
Beautiful
I have to go
Goodnight
Turning please don't go to
I'm glad we talked
Even if it wasn't for long enough.....
Noticing the smile you forgot
Smile for tomorrow, today, and yesterday
Smile for me smile for you
Even if it's totally wrong
It's just so right
Oh well goodnight
Goodnight not
Goodbye
And that's why it's just so right....
So completely right
372 · Jul 2013
Fire
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
You can't fight fire with fire
So we got rid of the fire
But we couldn't get rid of the pain
372 · Jul 2013
By The Hand
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
You may not know it
But you took me by the hand
And brought me to this adventurous land
Retaught me how to smile
How to really laugh
Then at night you go to rest
And in the dark
I shed a tear
Because you can't see
But maybe it's me who can't see
Because you always come back
And so I smile again
But I've been too blind to see that
But now I do
So I can laugh
369 · Mar 2014
I'll call you...
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I'll call you hidden
I can almost just see you as you are
As someone I might actually like
But you try to be someone who'll be liked
And I know what it feels like for society to push you to that
But that's not how you know me so I won't tell
So I'll call you hidden

I'll call you cookie
'Cause although your sweet
It's not long before you're gone
So I'll call you cookie

I'll call you hugs
You're kind and caring
You're warm
You're understanding
I miss you when you're gone
I'll call you hugs

I'll call you home
You bring me warmth
You're comfortable to be around
And somehow everything leads back to you
I'll call you home

I'll call you music
You have many moods
But I love them all
You're inviting
And you make me feel worthwhile
I'll call you music

And you
You I'll call you beautiful
You know why?
Because you are
366 · Mar 2014
The Hold
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I can almost just see
How I'll be when I'm old
Gone a little distant
A little cold
From all the things I was never told
Pushed to the edge
With a loose hold
Always afraid of drowning
But even more afraid of never letting go
Till one day
I break the hold
362 · May 2013
The dark
Gwen Johnson May 2013
Sometimes the dark haunts me
it makes me fear it
Sometimes it calms me
and relaxes me to sleep
But every so often it taunts me
because sometimes i want
to disappear into it
361 · Feb 2014
Selling Beauty
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
Stores keep selling beauty to girls
Now the sad fate is
They don't know their beauty comes from within
360 · Oct 2013
Lullaby
Gwen Johnson Oct 2013
I wish to be a lullaby
A soft sweet tune
To lift the dread
And lull you to bed
I wish to be the singer
To sing for you
And hold your hand
As you sort out the day
I wish to be something you learn to love
359 · Jan 2014
Missing You
Gwen Johnson Jan 2014
Its funny how friends can be
So close but so far away
Or so far away but so close
Its funny how
Some friends talk forever online
but barely say a thing in person
And some talk forever in person
But barely say a thing online
Its funny how you can miss a friend
but feel them with you all the time
356 · May 2015
Fall?
Gwen Johnson May 2015
Where do I fall into your life?
or is that all
do I just fall?
Gwen Johnson Jan 2013
If you hide from your troubles
would you really be free from them?
If you ran away would they still follow?
What if you left your past behind--
would your decision haunt you forever?
If you left your past behind and you regretted your decision
could you still run back and reclaim your past?
If you left your past behind would you even know you had one?
Do you really want to hide from your troubles?
351 · Apr 2014
He Brought it Back
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
He brought back her bright smile
From when she was a child
But he didn't need her smile
He just wanted her affection
To ease his own fears
And soon she'd drown in her own tears
As she realized that
The only reason it got so bright
Is that she was getting run over
345 · May 2013
Who are you?
Gwen Johnson May 2013
Who are you to bring me pain?
Who are you to destroy me?
Who are you to tell me I'm not pretty enough?
Who are you to reject me?
Who are you to mock me?
Who are you to repeat this everyday?

The answer is my brain
345 · Apr 2014
Let me run
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
Let me run silently
So you won't hear me
Let me run silently
So I can disappear into this nothingness
You left
let me run silently
To the edge
Let me run off the edge
Like a suicide
I'll be the dumb girl
Who went a little too far
Oh but I'm not scared of that
I'm scared you'll reach to catch me
Once I've fallen dead
343 · Sep 2014
Running away (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Sep 2014
I wonder sometimes
If it's just me who's running away
343 · Jul 2013
Words
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
Crossed out words
On crumpled up pieces of paper
Thoughts that made it out of my head
Words that escaped me
Making a huge mess
Why can't I get my feelings right on paper?
Why can't my feelings be right at all?
333 · Jul 2013
Reasons (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Jul 2013
This is the list of reasons I cant write
You
332 · Mar 2014
Smile
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
Some
Mean
I've reached happiness
Like some plead
Escape
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