Always looking for a place to hide
Always looking for a way to run
Always looking to someplace where I'm not

Please
I need help
I'm dying
Inside
But
Not out

I wrote a mess
And I just don't get it

I guess it was only a matter of time
before I broke down
I guess I didn't expect to break down
in front of you
You've always seemed to be my light
when I was standing in the dark
You always have been easy to talk to
I just never expected to cry while standing by you

Today I'm obsessed with this nothing
The restraints are comforting

Silence is torment
for it carries
lost hopes
and broken dreams

Numbs your mind
with words never said
and tears you've cried
and screams that
never left

Suffocating on the pain
this world always
leaves for me

I'm done with the silence
its time to make a sound
the words reach my lips
and I cry for help
but no one will hear me
because they left me by myself

This is life

So you will cry

Learn the truth  

Learn to lie

Selfish games

We will play

Feel the wound

Fight the pain

Find your path

Find your pain

Find your sorrows

Lose the game

Find your wound

Deepen it

There's nothing left

No one wins

The idea is so nice
That there could be a me and you
A me with a you
Just the idea of you being mine
Buts a smile on my face
And happiness on my mind

I wish I wasn't in this place
Everything's so far from grace
I wish I wasn't here
not this place

I'm running out of things to say
I'm running out of songs to play
I guess I'll have to face it
You're the only thing coming to my mind

Sometimes its easiest to let the world fall around us

I'm gonna write a poem
This time it wont be about you
It's harder then I thought
Write what you're feeling
Not my feelings for you
I've got this
Or not
You're not just my thoughts
You're my words too
Look I just wrote another poem
About you

I didn't mean anything
Nothing I said mattered
I could lie and say I hate you
But it would hurt me more than you
Forget it now it's done
Now no one is what you've become

I'm not sure
That this is who I really am

Some play in creation
Some play in heart
Some play in moments
Some play in daydreams
Some play in happiness
While some of us are stuck in the dark

Here we go
You're part of the game
Because you didn't turn away
Your mistake
Sad nights
I lay awake
I like you
Why?
I'm not quite sure yet
It hurts
Then it doesn't
My life is the game
Now you're part of it
And you'll always be
Darling I'm sorry
You mean so much to me

This kind of love hates you
This kind of love hates me
This kind of love hates us
This kind of love is hate

Get a grip
You're losing it
The pain you feel is just a trick
The story is always really thick
There's nothing you can say except goodbye
If nothing else you're alive
Get a token
You're so broken
Pain slashing through your mind
You're breaking
You're shaking
Tears are rolling from your eyes
Silent screams for help
Coming out loud
But you've left
You're gone
And you were the only one I had left
No one to save me
Oh well it's done
I might have ended it for myself
If I hadn't fallen so hard that I'm gone

Somewhere lost
is where i lay.
Words just go away.

Was it you?
Was it me?
Whoever it is
Whatever happened
I am happy now

Only time knows how moments come and go
Only I thought these moments could last

I'm here for you
I truly am
I wish you said
What you really meant

Seconds. Minutes.
Hours. Days.
Never going  
fast enough.
Never going
slow enough.
Living just
to watch them fade.
Please go away.

Where do we go?
Because it seems like we're gone.

Still shot
Still moment
Still hoping
To get back what I lost

So here I go again
I'm always wishing for tomorrow

Why is it
That you make me
Feel like this?

I found
a far away place
for my dark secrets

You made me cry
so you could wipe my tears

I can remember
smiling and laughing
though when I'm sad
its not what i think of
even if it should be
still smile when you can
and don't make yourself suffer
you can't chose how you look
so be proud you're yourself

What is it
That makes my mind run to you?
With all of this madness
I guess it's good
To have some perfection in my head
At least thinking of you is never a waste
But it always does keep me awake
But sleep isn't that important anyway
You're like a song
Constantly playing in my head
But I can never get tired of you
Because you will always be
You

You're the only one
Who can save me from myself

I want to find a place

Where I can be alone

Where I don't think of you

                                                 but  

I don’t know where it is                

I would look but i can’t

It’s somewhere

                                                  I

Wonder where it is                    

How far away                                                

If  someone finds it                                                  

                                                  Would

They let me know

I wonder how long

It would take me to

                                                    miss

My life                                        

My home                                    

My everything...                          
                                                   You

Please
Pull me up
Or drop me
I'm done waiting

Sometimes I want
To get lost
Out in the sky
Pause reality for a second