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Aug 2014 · 950
Enjoy the silence
Gwen Johnson Aug 2014
Enjoy the silence
She said in a whisper
As the room kept getting dimmer
Enjoy the silence
They said as they fought her
Enjoy the silence
She said when she got hurt
Enjoy the silence
She cried in her pillow
Enjoy the silence
She repeated as the silent noise
Consumed her
Jul 2014 · 1.3k
Good morning
Gwen Johnson Jul 2014
I found myself in a land free of troubles
Then came shaking
The world turned inside out
Now the falling
Panic rushing through me
What was that?
Faint whisper
I can't make it out
Then it comes louder
You
Need
To
Wake
Up
Then it all crumbles
I'm back
Good morning
Jul 2014 · 984
Write a poem
Gwen Johnson Jul 2014
I want to write a poem
That will set you free from harm
I want to write a poem
That you can hold nicely in your arms
I want to write a poem
That has it's own personality
I want my poem to dance freely
On the edge of imagination and reality
I want it's softness to put you to sleep
I want it to hold you with it's warmth
I want it to entertain you with it's playfulness
I want it to be the readers friend
Jun 2014 · 339
Always looking
Gwen Johnson Jun 2014
Always looking for a place to hide
Always looking for a way to run
Always looking to someplace where I'm not
Jun 2014 · 648
Travelers heart (10 words)
Gwen Johnson Jun 2014
My travelers heart crosses maps with all of these words
Gwen Johnson Jun 2014
My daughter when you were little
You called butterfly's flutterby's
Because they effortlessly flutter through the skies

As a child I was as carefree as a butterfly
I always wanted to fly through the sky
But my butterfly dreams were just dreams
And they fluttered by "bye"
Resisting gravity unlike I

My darling daughter the years
Have so quickly fluttered bye
But I always cherish any moment spent with you
You always give me wings
And a song that I can sing

Flutter bye
Goodbye
I love you like the sky
And through the moments
We'll both fly away
A poem I wrote with my mother Ann M Johnson
May 2014 · 3.6k
Goodnight
Gwen Johnson May 2014
And as I say goodnight I hope
Good nights with you
Will always mean I'll miss you
May 2014 · 692
You're mine
Gwen Johnson May 2014
You're my nights
You're my light
My tea
And poetry
You're everything
That makes me feel me
Everything that makes me feel right
A sad goodnight
And a cheerful good morning
A warm hug
Holding tight  
You're what makes my days bright
Apr 2014 · 357
He Brought it Back
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
He brought back her bright smile
From when she was a child
But he didn't need her smile
He just wanted her affection
To ease his own fears
And soon she'd drown in her own tears
As she realized that
The only reason it got so bright
Is that she was getting run over
Apr 2014 · 310
Mine
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
The idea is so nice
That there could be a me and you
A me with a you
Just the idea of you being mine
Buts a smile on my face
And happiness on my mind
Apr 2014 · 923
We're a...
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
We're a romance for how my heart beats for you
We're a sad story for how that statement isn't true for you
We're a comedy for the humorous irony of me and you
We're a a fiction because it will always be me space you
We're a fantasy because the concept of we're is all in my head
Apr 2014 · 349
Let me run
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
Let me run silently
So you won't hear me
Let me run silently
So I can disappear into this nothingness
You left
let me run silently
To the edge
Let me run off the edge
Like a suicide
I'll be the dumb girl
Who went a little too far
Oh but I'm not scared of that
I'm scared you'll reach to catch me
Once I've fallen dead
Apr 2014 · 436
Love/ Hate (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
And the person who loves me
Also really hates me
Apr 2014 · 687
Torn (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
What's this feeling
Because it seems I've been torn apart
Apr 2014 · 329
Mess (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
I wrote a mess
And I just don't get it
Apr 2014 · 924
Love?
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
Why does thinking of love
Make me think of you?
I don't even get it

Why is love thought to be so strong
When you can love a pair of shoes

Why is love tied with loss
Was it asked to

How does love tie with you?
Apr 2014 · 485
Caged
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
I built a cage around myself
I built a cage made of self doubt
I built a key to open it
I locked it quick in panic
I threw the key as I was losing it
I soundproofed it so you wouldn't have to deal with me
Now I scream and cry
But you don't hear it
These cries for help don't reach you
I built a cage around myself
And all it caused was loneliness
Apr 2014 · 472
I like...
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
I like the way you talk
There's nothing more I can add to that
I like the way you walk
Like you have somewhere to be
I like your smile and how it warms me
I like how your awkwardness seems confident
I like how you're caring
I like how you're sweet
I like how you want to say something
Then don't want to at the same time
I like how you ask questions randomly
I like how you're poem turned out
That you wrote when I asked so I could see your writing
I like your spelling and grammar mistakes
I like that you put up with me being sarcastic
I like how when you ask how I'm feeling
And when I respond honestly you don't judge me
I like how the more I learn about you
The more this list grows
I like you
And that's honesty
Apr 2014 · 321
Today (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
Today I'm obsessed with this nothing
The restraints are comforting
Apr 2014 · 616
The Kind of Person
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
You're the kind of person
Who puts me at ease
You're the kind of person
Who makes me daydream
You're the kind of person
Who makes me feel right
You're the kind of person
Who smiles so nice
You're the kind of person
I want to be with
Apr 2014 · 279
Moments (15 word)
Gwen Johnson Apr 2014
Only time knows how moments come and go
Only I thought these moments could last
Mar 2014 · 374
The Hold
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I can almost just see
How I'll be when I'm old
Gone a little distant
A little cold
From all the things I was never told
Pushed to the edge
With a loose hold
Always afraid of drowning
But even more afraid of never letting go
Till one day
I break the hold
Mar 2014 · 515
Froze
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
Let me love you
From afar
From way back here
In this dark
In this cold
I won't hold
On to you
I'll let you go
I'll stay right back here
Froze
Mar 2014 · 5.4k
Rejection
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I fear rejection
Yet I told you how I felt
And now I'm waiting here
With this nothingness
And that's one problem
With speaking through glass screens
But every time I speak to you
I find myself anxious
And I feel like I'll get rejected
But I usually
Reject myself
Before I get rejected by anyone else
Mar 2014 · 494
Washed away (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I awoke just to see the rainfall wash me away
Mar 2014 · 681
The Performance
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I don't know how you can look at me
And insist you've done nothing wrong
Like I should believe you
But by now I know you
I know how you turn it on me
Though I didn't do anything particularly wrong
Yet you blame me
You make me feel small
So you can act big
But you can stop the act
No need for a show
This isn't a game
So there's nothing to win
Though you'll keep your act till the end
You don't deserve a trophy for it
I wasn't pleased with your act
I won't stand back transfixed
I won't shed tears
Because this time
I didn't believe the performance
Mar 2014 · 342
Smile
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
Some
Mean
I've reached happiness
Like some plead
Escape
Mar 2014 · 379
I'll call you...
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
I'll call you hidden
I can almost just see you as you are
As someone I might actually like
But you try to be someone who'll be liked
And I know what it feels like for society to push you to that
But that's not how you know me so I won't tell
So I'll call you hidden

I'll call you cookie
'Cause although your sweet
It's not long before you're gone
So I'll call you cookie

I'll call you hugs
You're kind and caring
You're warm
You're understanding
I miss you when you're gone
I'll call you hugs

I'll call you home
You bring me warmth
You're comfortable to be around
And somehow everything leads back to you
I'll call you home

I'll call you music
You have many moods
But I love them all
You're inviting
And you make me feel worthwhile
I'll call you music

And you
You I'll call you beautiful
You know why?
Because you are
Mar 2014 · 320
Battle
Gwen Johnson Mar 2014
Well that's the thing about battles
They can't be won if they're not fought
And sure it hurts to lose them
If you've given it all you've got
So I know why you run
And why you cry
But lets show them
Lets put up a fight
Feb 2014 · 928
Just a Thought
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
Here's a thought
Stop crying out
And start reaching
And I'm not calling you attention seeking
Because I wouldn't mean it
But If you don't let anyone help
Whose gonna stop the bleeding
And if you're telling yourself that pain is on your side
When no one else is
Try to let someone else in
Feb 2014 · 371
Selling Beauty
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
Stores keep selling beauty to girls
Now the sad fate is
They don't know their beauty comes from within
Feb 2014 · 403
Oblivion
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
We all have to fall
into this oblivion
This dark
This new
but if you open your eyes
I'm here too
I know the path well now
I brought a light
And if you want me to
I'll walk by your side
Feb 2014 · 415
Romance
Gwen Johnson Feb 2014
You count romance
With rose petals
I count romance
In glances
You count love
In presents
I count love
In time spent
You keep counting
I stop
Jan 2014 · 365
Missing You
Gwen Johnson Jan 2014
Its funny how friends can be
So close but so far away
Or so far away but so close
Its funny how
Some friends talk forever online
but barely say a thing in person
And some talk forever in person
But barely say a thing online
Its funny how you can miss a friend
but feel them with you all the time
Jan 2014 · 264
Where? (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Jan 2014
Where do we go?
Because it seems like we're gone.
Jan 2014 · 308
This Place
Gwen Johnson Jan 2014
I wish I wasn't in this place
Everything's so far from grace
I wish I wasn't here
not this place
Jan 2014 · 843
Erasing pain
Gwen Johnson Jan 2014
Some wear
nooses as necklaces
And scars as bracelets
But the deeper the scars
the harder to erase them
But I on the other hand
Take all the pain in
Dying from this suffocation
But my pain is slowly erasing
mostly comes with the lack of sleeping
And if you see a smile on my face I mean it
Dec 2013 · 400
As you said
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
She sat
Upset
Memories running through her head
Thoughts filled
With people and places
Voices speaking at insane paces
All a shred of something you once had
And as you said
She couldn't forgive them
Dec 2013 · 708
Hopes for the New Year
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
She is always in a hurry
So happy when the snowflakes fall in a flurry
In the shops as soon as it becomes November
Wrapping gifts in early December
Giving what she bought away
Happy that it's Christmas day
And then only the next day
Sad to see the year was the same
So tired of the sorrow filled game
Hoping that next year she will change
Hopes for next year all the same
Hoping this on new years day
Hoping...
Hoping....
Doing everything the same
Dec 2013 · 434
Her Goodbyes
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
She said her goodbyes
Like she was leaving town
She said her goodbyes
Like we might run into her tomorrow
Too bad her goodbyes lasted so much longer
Dec 2013 · 587
Begged
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
She sat
Cross legged
Tea in her hands
And just begged
That today would be a good day
Dec 2013 · 476
Change of direction
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
In all that emptiness
Only once did I think I was lost
And that change of direction
Led me to where I belong
Dec 2013 · 704
Worthwhile
Gwen Johnson Dec 2013
I believe in you
I believe in this
Every life is worthwhile
And no ones life is worth more
As our value can’t be counted in dollars
Or any other types of currency
So know your life is worth more
Than mountains of gold
Or the rarest of ores
And it’s not worth any less
Than the lives of your favorite celebrities
Just cause your talents aren’t shared
And your story isn’t told
doesn’t mean they aren’t worth it
And if you have the time to share
I’d love to listen and see
Who’s the person
Behind the beautiful face we can see
Nov 2013 · 507
Time bomb
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
I'm a ticking time bomb
Just about to go off
No matter what you do
You're in my mind
All the time
Tick
Tick
I'm gone
Remember me
Because I can't remember you
It's done
Already gone
Nov 2013 · 418
Say goodbye (10 word)
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
There seems to be
No other way to
Say goodbye
Nov 2013 · 471
What If...? (15 word)
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
What if I left
Leaving you only
A broken compass
To tell where I am
Nov 2013 · 397
Almost There
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
Sometimes being me
Is unsatisfactory
Almost there
But not quite enough
And when running in circles
Gets too tough
I can't help it
I just give up
Nov 2013 · 666
Bubble
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
I desire to be a bubble
All they do is float and pop
I desire to be something
Anything I'm not

I desire to be an age
Where I don't desire
I just play
Because it got taken away
Like a bubble wand
When you kept blowing on it
But the bubbles were gone
Nov 2013 · 1.0k
Worthwhile
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
I get envious
I get jealous
When people have poems with 40 some reactions
It's not even about attention
It's just I hope
Something about me
The words I put out for you to see
Are worthwhile
Nov 2013 · 630
Best night
Gwen Johnson Nov 2013
Some people say true happiness exists
Some people say it doesn't
But what I say is I had the best night ever
Because it had you guys in it
So thanks for being the best friends
That could ever exist
Went roller skating with my friends and had an awesome time
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