Goddess Tonya Medrano: Poems

wishes

Goddess Tonya Medrano Mar 2013

wishes

I wish the thought of you didnt make me feel this way
I wish the things that were changing made me feel closer instead of so much further away
I wish my eyes would seal shut and I could never again hear
I wish some of my moments weren't so vividly clear
I wish my best me wasn't wasted on someone who never cared
I wish my life would cease to exist
I wish I had what I've wanted for so long
I wish I wasn't so secluded or unsafe
I wish I wasn't in such a dark place
I wish I had someone to Love & Love me back
I wish the thought of you made me feel like that.

"AGoddessOriginal"
1-25-13

you MUST be part of MY collection

Goddess Tonya Medrano Apr 2013

you MUST be part of MY collection

I must be part of your collection
Cuz you can't see
What you
Do to me
I must be waiting on your affections
till I can breathe
As you
Display me
I must be under constant protection
On a shelf
under glass
Pay to see
I must be only a reflection
Of what you like
you wanna be
Part of me
I must be part of your collection
look fast
no flash
Photography
No doubt in my mind of deception
One of a kind
Rare as can be
that's me
I must never show objections
To anything
You'll ever ask
Of me
I must display constent perfection
My **** smile
Cute dress
hair flowing
i must be part of your collection
I'm not alone
On this shelf
I know they see
I always fear your rejection
Bcuz no one else
Knows I'm here
Just you and me
Maybe you think I'm a projection
of what you are
You leave behind
a legacy
I guess I'm just a sick infection
you'll never ever
Get rid
Of me
You must be part of my collection.

"AGoddessOriginal"
4/6/13

yup

Goddess Tonya Medrano Mar 2013

yup

Its all messed up around here
And
It aint gonna get no better dear
Some things
flourish and grow
Some things
Whither alone
Yea
Its all messed up
Around here

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