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Sep 2018 Halo

Where

Sep 2018 Halo

Eevee

Where

Where does the sun shine,
when there is darkness in our hearts?
Where can i see your face,
that i miss so?
Where can i find you,
when i am all alone?

I can here a sound.
A memory,
a dream.
I turn to look,
thinking that you will be there,
But your not.
i begin to cry,
cry and cry.
I yell out,
no answer,
no sign of you anywhere.
So i ask one more time,
Where am I?

People tend to feel alone. No one is there to comfort them. This poem is to speak out against there fears and shine some light.

Sep 2018 Halo

Loud

Sep 2018 Halo

Eevee

Loud

Everywhere i turn,
i hear noise.
Music,
talking,
calls,
slamming of fingers on a keyboard.
I can't escape the noise.

It's loud.
so loud my ears are burring,
with hate,
and queerness.
then it's quiet,
then loud,
soft,
loud.
over and over again.

School is loud,
Home is loud,
teachers,
friends,
sisters,
brothers.
you can't escape it,
it already here,
it's loud.

Sep 2018 Halo

Me

Sep 2018 Halo

Eevee

Me

I have been told,
Just be me.
How do I do this?
Do what makes you happy,
Do you like to read?
Then read.
Do you like to jump up and down like a loon?
Then do it.
Always be yourself,
If people don’t like you,
Then they want what you have.
Don’t rub it in there face.
Think first,
But don’t be afraid to be me

Always express yourself

Sep 2018 Halo

Lovers

Sep 2018 Halo

Eevee

Lovers

She
A girl who loves this guy.
A guy that is so blind he didn’t see her,
Till it was too late.
She left and now he saw his mistake.

He a boy who “loves” this girl,
The girl of his dreams,
The girl that is using him.
He can’t see the true girl of his dreams,
Is right in front of him.
That girl that loves him from a far slowly fades to the background,
Till she is only a memory.
When he looks back all he sees is her face,
Full of sadness,
Hope,
And pain.

Aug 2018 Halo

Afraid

Aug 2018 Halo

Eevee

Afraid

I am a fried,
Afriad that she will never talk to me,
Call me,
Text me,
But I can never get what I need from her.

So I put these fasodes on,
Not the real me,
Fake me.
Tell me where to hide,
How to escape the pain,
She cased me.

Aug 2018 Halo

All at once

Aug 2018 Halo

Eevee

All at once

All at once people pass me,
Like I am invisible,
Like I don’t exist.
A feeling of emptiness inside,
Stays till I die.

All at once a ringing in my ear,
I turn to look at it,
But nothing appeares.
I start to call,
Yell,
Make it stop some how.

All at once my heart stops,
There in the center of a group,
The perfect guy I have ever seen.
A guy that is admired by all,
A guy that has the perfect smile.
A guy that makes me get up and go to school.
All at once love hits,
Like a hurricane.

Aug 2018 Halo

Bullies

Aug 2018 Halo

Eevee

Bullies

THUMP THIMP!!!
It rings out across the school,
Teachers and students take shelter.
“Run while you can!!”
Someone shouts.

THUMP THUMP!!!
There coming,
There already here,
You can’t miss them.
They take you to that dark place,
A place were you want to escape,
But never get the chance to do.
A place where schools get shot,
Because people don’t think twice.
Bullies are are problems,
Let’s change that

Aug 2018 Halo

You.

Aug 2018 Halo

Jex Allen

You.

Your words were like nicotine.
Hands like knifes.
You cut into my skin and calmed with your words
You made me blind to the damage you had done
I hadn't realized how badly I was cut. How broken I became.

May 2018 Halo

Her wish

May 2018 Halo

Jex Allen

Her wish

What happens to a little girl
Who's father is slowly forgetting she's even alive
He's out drinking with friends dragging her along
Her anxiety would shoot through the roof
But he didn't care
All he said was "get over it"
As if he didn't know what he did that was wrong
Skip ahead a few years
He's still getting further and further away
Her smile becoming more and more believable
It does that If you practice for 4 year straight
Junior high was hard but her grades where good
Except gym
She couldn't do any physical activity
Her father yelled at her for it
That's when it came all crashing down
She gave up
She thought that If he would yell at her for something she couldn't control
It wasn't worth it
Meanwhile
He still believed he was a great father
No matter how many times people told him he wasn't
He kept dragging her further down an emotional spiral
He was in his own little world
He didn't see the pain he caused his only daughter
She was in his shadow everywhere he went
People told her to stand up to him
but she was to afraid of getting yelled at
To scared to tell him how she felt
She was broken
And she didn't see the point
So to this day
She's still battling this demon that began to follow her
Her father now out with people
Probably getting high
or drunk
Forgetting his little girl
Oh how much she wishes for him to come back
For it all to just go back to the way it was before
When he would actually ask about her
When she was standing with him
Not in his shadow crying
She asks herself everyday
"What happened to being your little angel?"
"Your little girl that you loved so much?''
But she would always ask herself
"why"
"Why did this happen to you?"
"Am I not enough?"
"Did I disappoint him?"
All she wants is for her real father to love her again
To actually be in his life again
She wishes someone would get through to him
Even though no one could
She'll still continue to wish

So this is kinda a vent.. :/

May 2018 Halo

crush

May 2018 Halo

Wolf girl

crush

He’s mine
He’s hers
Here comes
The fight
He says
I’m
More of
A friend
Than her
We sit
Across
From each
Other
He touched
My leg
With his
I freak out
When I’m near
Him but
I’ve gotten
Better
It’s almost
Too late to
Tell him I like him
My friend
Has never
Had a friend
That’s a boy
I have
Some of my
Closest friends
Are boys

Should I tell him before it’s to late ps this is true and I need advice please help me