There was once this 12 year old girl. Beautiful in complexion, and in personality. She was just perfect. She took me in and gave me a home. But that girl is gone. That girl is now 16. She is still beautiful in complexion. But her personality has changed towards me. I have been loyal to her these past four years. I loved her. I still love her. But she is now rude and nasty with me. She doesn't listen. She doesn't care for anyone but herself and this new guy... He has been here for her only for about a year and a half. I have been here four years. He seems to be more important. I wish she could open her eyes and see I'm here. I always have been and I always will be. She is not that sweet 12 year old I fell in love with. She is that 16 year old who I have to let move on to better things. Even if it means I have to lose her.

i'm finished with your games
i'm finished with your lies
you like to play the joker
you like when I'm your victim

you mess with my head daily
you trick me every day
no one wants to play
your pointless little games

i will set a riddle a sort of little game
and with in this riddle you will find a name
i have a little arrow and little bow
and when my arrow hits your love will start grow
i have little wings and my hair is curled
and i can send my love all around the world
so now you have  clues to my little game
to help you with this riddle so you can find my name

Name one who tried,
Then I'll die,
Don't bother with an aliby,
Behold the truth where my life lies

Immortal?
No, just a promise keeper
An eternity seeker,
A life redeemer

No one cared,
Less not was there,
Caring is over rated and
Trying is out dated,
All hope faded,
A new horror created

Alone,
No one to hear my screams
Or moans,
No one to answer the phone

Baby, I'm done
I'm putting this life down
With this gun,
I've surrendered,
You've won.