You're leaving again,
But this time for good.
I know I seem okay,
But really I'm dying.
Whatever happens,
Happens I guess.
I know it's the fifth time,
But I know you're serious.
She isn't happy,
I know you aren't either.
But you can't admit your wrongs,
So you'd rather walk out.
So if you leave,
I hope things get better,
And maybe we can all try again.

There is a wall of glass between us
I am to scared to go near it
It is thin
Fragile
If it breaks I will have to talk to you
Share the air you are breathing
So I stay away
Sometimes I get too close and run away
You don't chase because you never notice me
Will you ever look and see me?
I think not
So I continue to look at you and sigh a lovers sigh

There is the great Wall of China between us
In separate worlds now
I think of you when you never knew my name
How I wish the wall was fragile glass again
I would break it and run to and not away from you
Then we could walk the Great Wall of China together
Hand in hand

Your lips
Were the first thing I noticed
Gently parted
Breathing in and out

Oh to be your words
Conceived within your mind
Born upon your lips

Poetry.

Your lips are ******* poetry.

I thought I heard you laughing,
I thought I heard you scream.
I thought I heard you say my name
But it was all a dream.
I thought I saw the morning break,
I thought I saw a bird in flight.
I thought I saw the sun wake up,
But I was being taunted by the night.
I thought I felt your skin on mine,
I thought I felt you sighing.
I thought I felt your breath on me,
But it was just my desperation crying.
And through the snow I saw a light,
Burning slow yet burning bright.
And in that moment I then knew,
That I was now entrapped in you.

Restless mind
Restless body
Restless soul
Eyes crying a river
Every night
A lullaby to sleep it seems
A nightly routine
Feeling of loneliness
Feeling of doubt
Feeling of sadness
The need to just shout
A numb mind
A face dried with tears
Only one solution
Make the hurt my heart feels
Go away
A slice for my mind
A slice for my body
A slice for my soul
A life full of lies
A life full of disappointment
Never one to give in
But one to feel the consequence of considering
One slice for lies
One slice for disappointment
Why do I do this to myself?
Cause myself so much pain?
I wish I could end it all
The hurt
The doubt
The pain
I should take one for the team right?
Let's see...
Maybe they'd all be better off without me...