Three days, they
surrounded with weeping eyes
and sorrowful hearts
acting, as if
they empathize
Three days...three days,
full with concerned phone calls,
condolences cards and
encouraging words,
"stay strong," they said,
"they're in a better place" and,
"you have an angel in Heaven now"
who cares...
I'd
rather them here
with me, thoughts ran through
my head
Three days...three days...three days
of sharing memories
and
promises of
'gone but never forgotten'
...then ****
like...
houdini's magic,
everyone was gone and
life went on
from my
point of view
I'm the only one
missing you
I
dare
they
be
joyous
amidst, my hell on earth
I
watched
through eyes
that cried endless tears
day and night and what seemed
like in between
while they...
lived
laughed
and
loved
No one
can truly understand
until someone soul-deep in their heart dies
and rips their life apart
I realize this, cause
I didn't, until...
I
lived
it.