I need to be in peace

Every time I see you
Your presence soothes my body
There's this pressure in my chest
As my heart pounds rapidly
My lungs lack oxygen
Sufficate
I have the urge to touch your soul
To know you
I want to be close to you
But I'm running out of time

I really miss you

My whole life I've been following a
Schedule
So why now?
Why does it bother me?

Maybe because I am no longer part of a
System
Maybe because I woke up
I realize I can be
Anyone
Anything
I desire
Especially who I was called to be

We are one

I can't bare to risk you
No
I want you close
Even maybe as strangers
Or as lovers who are too
Naive
But I need to know you're okay
Alive
I care so much
I want to hold you
Maybe later
Who knows?
But for right now
I just can't

You're such a babe