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fyodormatveyev Feb 2019
Life is full of surprises.

You won't say that
Cause you are always skeptical

Until you face the moment
It slaps you in the face

Then you feel the streams
In your blood

Then it makes you say so.
fyodormatveyev Feb 2019
Force yourself
Pleasing everyone
And you can't help yourself
But you keep doing so
Cause you can't stop
fyodormatveyev Dec 2018
Daydreaming
Hope for some things
To work out
But not
To expect more
Because expectation kills you
fyodormatveyev Dec 2018
Hard times
Put us in position
Between right and wrong

Hard times
Makes us hard
To be sane

Weak weekend
Paper thin
So-called slacker

We all know
He was not

I read it
The other way around
fyodormatveyev Oct 2018
Some people really can understand the story
But never the pain in the chest
Not even sunshine illuminate you
Never was
Never will

They told you
It's nothing compared
To this paralyzed woman who survived the disaster
To that man struggling for cancer
To these old widows left during the cold war
To those homeless who live in this ****** world without ceiling

Mildly smile
Sneering inside
Since it's you
That falling freely
Running out of the air
Down the Marianas trench

People can understand you
However
They can not understand for being you
Never were
Never will

Two things to keep in mind
Thoughts could deceive you
And far far away
Your heart is pure to trust

Clock's ticking
Accompanied by possibilities
Waiting for choices to be made
fyodormatveyev Oct 2018
lie low
to be
off the grid
for a while

not knowing on
when and where
the surface I will be

getting ready to bury
the most important thing
I expected
cause deep down
I figure it out
that was
imaginary
fyodormatveyev Oct 2018
be pleasant
to the
unpleasant
be kind
to the
unkind

I am not
expecting you
to be so
for sure

last time I awake
I drown myself
down into
positive
and
negative
minds
until
it collided
and can't be separated

in the end
absolutely
don't know
for what
I have shared
so don't
blame me

in case
you can't
appreciate for
what happen
inside me
then
please
appreciate
the silence
I made
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