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fustypetals Jan 12
for years,
i've waited for years,
turns out, the excitement
blinds all the visions

i can't see what is this supposed to mean?
where this thing should go?
where will this feeling lead us to?

it comes to an end
it comes to an end
it comes to an end

and eventually—
it ended here.
fustypetals Nov 2024
i read it,
i read it again,
and i keep allowing myself,
as long as i still need to

although re-read
the same chapter leads to
the same ending,
little do they know—
it can also deepen
our understanding
in every book you read, life you live, or circumstances you face, if you find yourself in it all over again, it's okay. sometimes, it happens just so you can discover and truly understand something. and that's the key to moving past from that one chapter :-)
fustypetals Nov 2024
guess our meetings
will always lead us,
to an end?

but here it must be said,

you were never something—
that i regret,
forget,
or hate afterward

you'll always live forever in me
our love was once growing,
even though, in the end,
it had to stop

i admire you always;
in everything you do,
you always look great,
at least in my eyes

i cherish you always;
in everything you did,
you gave me things,
i didn't know i needed

all these meetings,
were filled with love—it grew within me,
and there will always be
a garden of it inside me
i thank you, thousand times. and i love you, always. :)
fustypetals Sep 2024
i'm afraid of falling,
especially in love
a feeling that pulls me under,
drowning consciousness

I'm afraid of falling,
especially in pain
a feeling that saddens,
drowning hope
(English ver.)
fustypetals Sep 2024
aku takut jatuh,
terlebih kepada cinta
rasa yang menghanyutkan,
menenggelamkan kesadaran

aku takut jatuh,
terlebih kepada luka
rasa yang menyedihkan,
menenggelamkan harapan
(Indonesian ver.)
fustypetals Sep 2024
sit where there are only few people,
watching—observing
the quiet merges as the wind whispers
holding to things yet i can't hear
fustypetals Sep 2024
"they will leave soon anyway,"
said the heart that never belonged to anyone

she knows,
so she never begs anyone to stay
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