Samantha

Samantha Jan 2019

I can feel the time is passing,

And though I am so young,

Each year is getting shorter,

Each trip around the sun,

I'll stop and see the time fly,

And think think of years to come,

And think of life-long moments,

And think of what I've done.

Samantha Jan 2019

Silence

Silence
the   blood    rushing    in   my   ear
sitting  so   still
my   silent    heartbeat    rocks    me    gently
reminding    me   i'm   still   here
for   a   single   moment    my   mind   stills   briefly
and      focuses     on      a     single     moment     of       Silence

Samantha Jan 2019

In Denial

I had forgotten where I was,

Looking up from my fantasy book,

Reality was such a sight to see,

I dare not give too long a look,

I'd rather live in denial and lies,

Turn away and overlook,

The truth will never go away,

Life is not a storybook,

And it's my choice to leave or stay.

Samantha Dec 2018

It Didn't Work Out...

I'm sad but mostly frustrated
That we didn't work out
And you may think it's my fault
Without a doubt
But I think that it was both of us
Trying not to overstep ourselves
And tell the other how we really feel

I can't put my thoughts in order, I'm so confused. Or am I?

#breakup

Samantha Dec 2018

Whatever Happened?

Whatever happened to the choices that we thought we had?
When we were younger we were happy but - now we're sad.
Everything was always simple - either black or white
Maybe cause no one ever dared to ever shed the light
On our innocent minds, that couldn't take up the real world -
Now we wake up in the real world -
Now we're so scared of the real world -
That nobody dares to change it -
We're changing sadness to anger -
And he goes home and blames her -
And their children are learning -
From violence and hurting -
That this is the answer -
Changing from happy to sad to changing to anger.
That's not the change we need -
To show your children -
They are the world, they are the future, and they are the difference
Between this world - and theirs
Between the ground floor - and the stairs
They can't move up -
If we bring them down -
You don't need to grow up -
To make a change -
One random act of kindness -
Works like a chain -
People pay forward -
And we all lean towards -
A better place for us -
But it's never enough -
Because there's always someone suffering

Part 1 (Not Finished)

Nov 2018

Jennifer

I Am A Star Trek Fan Through And Through

I said, "Star Wars or Star Trek?"

He said, "Star Wars."

I said, "NO. Wrong answer."

I said, "This means war."

Guess who's only getting Star Trek merch for Christmas? Yes, I am that *****.

Samantha Nov 2018

Be That way

Never mind, I take it back

Never mind, if you're still mad

Fine, but you'll just drag it out

Fine, nothing to talk about

You are digging yourself a hole, and don't say I didn't warn you