The loneliness I feel tonight inside this crowded room
Forever leaves me with no words to say.
Lying there in silence, you've left me far too soon.
You promised me you'd never go away.
But sometimes words are spoken, and promises are broken,
Though we never really have a choice.
So much we've never been through.
So much I haven't told you.
Seeing you there, I still hear your voice.
I wake up every morning, and try to face the day,
But find it harder now that I'm alone.
So, I sit here in silence, drowning in the pain
That fills this empty house we once called home.
Each day I think about you, and try to live without you,
But find it doesn't get me very far.
Every day I cry, and sometimes wish that I
Could find a way to get to where you are.
I sit alone each night by a single candle's light,
Talking to your pictures on the wall.
Now there's only pain when I whisper your name.
A life without you is no life at all.
I wrote this in my younger days, and it has become a song in my head. It was written at the loss of my first love.