a moment suspended in time .
where all the voices of the world and your mind just stop.
and all there is silence.
and the silence is so filling and warm that your breath opens up with relief.
and there is a sweet scent in the air that soothes your body    
and your feet don't seem to hold you ,yet you float in a loss of gravity
and the sound of brilliant music reaches your ears
and your eyes are wet with tears, and bright with colours they have never seen before,
and your heart howls because she has missed all the beauty in the world.
And quickly as it came, its gone. And all that is left, is fake.

In the stands the crowds cheer,
It's what they do best.
And in class the professor lectures,
About the greatness expected for every test.

And at home the parents preach,
About the wrong that shouldn't be done.
And outside the officers enforce,
With their hands firmly on their guns.

But nobody ever teaches you,
How to handle the disappointed faces.
When you've gone down your own path.
Leaving the rest still in their braces.

Nobody ever tells you,
That the disappointment is rough.
That handling what can't be handled,
Is nonsensically tough.

So here I am to write it.
In hopes that it will be read.

In fragment whims of lyrical rhymes,
Incompetently attempting to ease the dread.  

Take these words and conquer.
Take them as weapons like swords.

So when they judge and cast their mockery.
Your arsenal of protection is what wards.

Let you be safe and sound during the fight.
And walk unbothered by those with selfish plight.

And journey till you reach the destination of choice,
Where freedom rings in the form of your own voice.

im here with all sincerity
no betrayal, no harm
cause youve become a part of me
like torso to arm

no pain given and none to recieve
no love lost, nothing to grieve
forever ill stay
from night to day
and never will i ever think of going away

i wouldnt dare dream it cause your always on my mind
i wish i could just be with you all of the time

that day will come and we'll truly see
happiness to its fullest degree
but for now patience is key
until its only you and me

Don't worry, spiders,
I keep house
casually.