ink bleeding all my love out
most thugs dont just run towns
i remember what my pops told me
before i ever held pounds or the mammaries
your mind is whatever you put into it my spawn
so i only put sativa fry coldwine and this bullet
and the darkness fading fast-Satan lasts on my own
now
yet  im bound to out grow it
holy enough and banned from heaven
im the reincarnation of second tries
life to waste on avenging the rest of nine lives
seven taken out and passed around by the gods
sew me back together and try to sober me up

in big bold gothic lettering
peace in the name of the lord
words that are worth only remembering
by the pain on my back this pain that is
peace  
and being a servant of the lords
cast out of society by the mark of the serpent

i am just an observer of the city of angels
and constant danger
thinking calis just wine and ******* but
it aint **** if we aint together
its me passing by a vagrant to the love
and what it is to them

i just want you to be grateful to love your hood
and let me know if its not allgood
so here i am trying to hit the studio to immortalize
youve got to be there to know it
youve got to coorperate with god in your eyes
what everyone wants to see
is me to live and die in la
to live and die in la

what keeps us bound on earth?
theres nothing keeping you to me
something is always keeping us apart
yet my thought my prayers they are for you

where are you this time of night?
when my bed is warm enough for two
nothing not even fabric in between
but its not us just me alone in calm sea

where have you been all my life ?
now that the sun of my innocense has set
does the devil have your number too
is that why we can lay awake for days

when will you be coming home?
its lonely without you here you know
you are my sun and moon
im the planet being stirred up.  even tho
your worlds not big enough for both of us
even tho you are all my shooting stars

My hands are trembling
as my finger brushes hair behind your ear
you've been sleeping an hour now
and i have no plans of when i will dream
because I'm already in a that certain mindstate
the fact that you are here- head on my chest
and that every single time i breathe,
you breathe in and breathe out for me
and
      you know
you make me happy
but did you know you make me more real?
and
       you know
you make me certain
now I'm not sure if I'm here or asleep.

this winter doesn't seem like its going to be
cold or anything at all
it seems like this is all one giant dream
and you will simply pass like a ship before the setting sun
and maybe you will, maybe the it will go back into the ocean
but this fire of lust or love or whatever this is
its something, and its still inside me since the day
if found you, or you found me

the past and you there playing the piano
Amelie - with such small hands skipping keys
my heart not open for some time, turning to wall
you here laying down on me in secrets gardens.
My go to, my Angel Eyes, my Lover thing.

the beast howls the serpents home
sends fire up the spine of anyone
dare enough to be brave and dare me
terror amplified by the terror it tried
to feed me,  a dish of my own tongue
proper etiquette my mouth is mutual

hand gun presently displayed at his funeral
open casket hide the wound he was shooting from
at open lung hide this toxicity toxicology talk
st peter knows opiates like i know opiates

Dealer has no reason but to play showing
Irony has the finest meaning when your divinity
***, Salt, and the finer indulgences of life, in a pool
aside wrist watches and pin scratched 9mm's

The son, in the lime light as always, hits on a twelve
seven  being the amount of even luck tonight
for his father drawing the King and Queen of Hearts
following suit, the Devil with the Ace heart showing
smiles with the turn on the Twenty One

Im trembling, but yet the only tears to my eyes blood
having trouble seeing past the red, why it is me
of all of hells card dealers- why tonight is this game
weighing consciousness on my head
for I can't sit at a 12
knowing all the well that my number is Six
I've been counting cards with divinity

and my luck as finally split
18 I infinitely sit

Triple 6's
for I was only ever mortal,
yet Ive been playing cards
being envied by the infernal

Next hand ; pool even deeper
blood even thicker
Christ busts on an easy 13
God takes the 7 7 split  
for two queens, seventeen leads
Satan doubles down on an 11
for a 6, seventeen still leads

I curse LadyLuck, but it turns her on
Two black sevens staring me dead
Why do the psychic serve cards
in hell- is it to walk into traps
like dreams of slaying Queens

Seven of Hearts
house collects
Mother Teresa
Wine
Man

Bets in

While the colors fade onto my tongue
the world seems to suddenly dissolve
final retribution to the land I've been
inveloping ocean sure enough to sink

I'm your island baby, not the waves
I'm how they dont know how to feel,
the birds and the bees above and
below us they steal time just to feel
I only feel the roses thorn,
polen ****** and swallowed

Words are too messy, and way past time
I end in my mouth
                                 by saying more but
nothing at all.

You were my fantasy, now I can't wake up.
But babe we were never dreaming till now