There we were vagrants in my fathers old house
Amid trash , you didn't mind for it was our mess
Just as we are to make it sealed with a kiss
They found us, and forced us to conform.  

Take me out, lay me down, let the dirt fall all around
Aint it good to be back home.  

I taught you how to play guitar, and duet with me
on the song I love more than the rest, because its yours
Cookie moon, Im so in love with you when you smile

So there I was, shaking the hand of my heroes
who all knew me by name. Some kid opened for an empty floor
and it wasn't me.  no I was after him.
Instead I was going for our first kiss
and there it was, better than all the other dreams
The side stage curtains flapped up with the gust that was us
you kissing me sloppy, I have more teaching to do

There I was with a broken guitar getting it micd
and you over there smiling because you are high
or maybe because you love me too. I dont know
because I woke up a state away, sweating
clutching a pillow I hoped would be you.

Did you know that you could call me anytime?
Don't you know that if there is more on your mind
you can write me a letter-or a novel
Ill find it in the mail that I'm going to check daily until
the next time we live,
                                       within walking distance
if you move to Tacoma I will rent out monthly
just to see you in my off time again daily.
Don't you know I would expect the same from  you

Hey did you know you could visit me , Hottie?
your car is good on gas and I know your school is done
we could explore the wild world together
I hear above the mojave , the stars are incredible
and the rain isn't heave enough for us to love
we can stay friends in the dry , or we can move to the coast.

Don't you want to move to the coast?

Today I fell into the Lonely again
my Envy my caged love bird
solemnly giving hits of Acid out

why do this Sadness baby
as you leak out into my Mouth
wasn't hard to Convince you
into my room We go around

after I said goodbye to my New
Grecian Lover- whom I held
one night- before She marked me
with the sign of the Beast- i
counted my new tally of being Used

Now that I'm furthermore International
Why would You lay with me?
even tho you gave Me back the ring
why would you Kiss me on the cheek
and lay on and under my Wing?
why would I wake up to escape us?

Last night at dinner, I pointed at a picture
and it fell down from across the restaurant.

The management stood around shocked
wondering who pried it from its screws.

It was me, with anger and with deep hate
for understanding  I dont have of you.

I wanted all the frustration to leave me
go from my heart into my fingertip n out!

Why you think us remains impossible
to even simply be friends that talk.

When will you **** yourself
?
I heard its soon, but when?

What life will you be better in?
Princess I hate hating you

but next time I'm a child,
and depending on our age

Ill ******* again,
but ill be the one leaving.

im a let that bass set
back to the view you
been checking me at
you be asking me questions like
do you not love yourself?
***** better check yourself
i would have taken my strap
to the back of my right cheek fat
sprayed my old gang with shrap
the blood and my skull by the scrap
so please bare with me
child will you ever see
we on the attack
this country that we born in,
is the enemy to the ones that we once had
turning itself into the biggest group of bang
so now that you are stuck in this whirlwind insane
ready to die, bonnie and clyde , two thousand and nine
when you gonna see that this dynamic duo
dont make the world turn with our voodoo
they dont know whats going on here
they too busy across seas in the world
so what we doing 85 when we ride
they just wiped out a whole **** tribe
two bullets holes instead of  their eyes
world dont even take this country seriously
they have us on every angle no peers
just the enemies, spitting prophecies
made in their fears
that we gonna collapse
everyone put money in us by the wraps

too many kids going to bed starved
when other fat *** mother *******
grow too many vegetables in their yard
turn nutrition into trash, so what if they compact
all you old *** troops, still living in the war that we had
were  a whole planet of warriors, let alone were the home
to the worst and the best of the wickedly out of the world
celebrate your serial killers, and dead rulers, not even with curls

so even tho it took Jimmy Henchman seven days
the reaper follows me in ever track that i lead
believe that I never write the realest **** i ever spoke
knowing the secrets of the underworld let me bleed
shouldn't have ever seaked out the truth they wrote
setting all the serpents septers after me, black cats
shotty caps, bullet scraps, hub cabs, and shorty tats
Grim Reaper oxyacetylenes in my dreams chrome gleams
Protected by the Prince of Air, setting things right first in my dreams

I loved you the other day
wouldn't it go on the next
or the next day
of course it went on
and i survived it till now
its been this way since
the day i first loved you
even on the days i said
i didn't love you
whether i love you
before and just not anymore
i still loved you
and i continued to love you
until the last time i told you
that i loved you and wasn't
lying because i loved you
in the past and i didn't
know the future.