the vagrant, a pretense
letting light in tiniest cracks
on the pavement, again
wherever did i pass out
seizing the Ssseferoth sufferer syndrome
sinking in this suffragette
i am almost a cough away from zeitgeist

the world complained
the gods , sure they listened
but only with a nuisances negation  
does the noose hang higher
nonsense st of patient anger

plagiarize my past lives
seal my fate with cement
pavement, how do i feel you
when my ashes scatter

how do i fill you with children,
cracks seeping sin and sensation
eradicated slowly by noiseless geraniums

here we are again. same spot
i swear ill wait for you.
the universe will go around destroy inwards
and create itself anew
and ill still be here
getting you around the right corners
at the right times

ancient as sand
new as religion
i am the reason you breathe
the reason you speak
the reason you know who you knew
before they died
and the universe destroyed itself
inwards
i will create yourself anew

me on the blaze
books piled high by your father
what does he have against self help
of the devine kind
he knows only you can save yourself

your mother cackling in the background
smashing vinyl on her knees
i knew she hated sinatra
but so does she hate baragin bins?
or does she know music is the portal to the soul

your little sister
beating the usual villagers
diminishing them to gold and ***
if i had a shell for everytime i wanted to shoot her
my idea of toddlers would change and my pockets
would pull my pants down
there standing pantless
embarresed in front of my lovers family
my love knew just what to so

she screamed "swarm"
before they drained my blood while still  warm

now i live whenever
sleep wherever
eat whoever
**** however

no limits except the last night i fed
weighing on me like an empty gas tank
light for all the sake of irony in that word

i love you , soul
why did i ever leave you.

serenity stares back wipping the blood from her mouth
and she said the most intelligant thing she ever said
"dont regret your evils, unless you want to let them define you"
the skin still healing from the new chestpeice ink
says
"i will defile you"
the guardians on my back said

ive been in a coma
so they tell me
i swear its been a week
they tell me four months

been asound sleeper
the devil licking my ear
crying
screaming like the cerebral witch
that and the likes
all your doing
dont blame yourself

Just how to start it
Awe cast in stubborn silence

Vain and blank
Nymph be my undoing
Be my sunrises
Bear my wishes

Vampires beg on their knees
Kings hire mages to part the seas
I set myself on stone
You've already ran and come back
I have wishes and I have sent myself away

Here we are in this sea of blank
And the end is never fake
In the city by the lake
The place where I was born
Drowning by the rain we danced for

Believe
Believe in me
Believe