i admit that my dreams get more vivid when i stop smoking ***
youre the same as my business , i dont like you a lot
my change equal three dollar bills less more than a coffee
dont ask for my name when im wearing a mask, you copy?

im a teen as ignorant as you seen me last night
getting out of my car to yell, smashing crack pipes
two simple to be ghost you wont see me , this is the last time

she wont answer her tumblr she said shes tired of trying

All I ever did for you was wasted,
and came not from my heart
All i ever did was to see you naked
and came straight from my ****

theres the lies and what you wanted to hear

All I ever did for you was wasted,
and i would do it all again
All i Ever did was to see you naked
and tuck you in keep you warm.

I used to love you.  the way you were and would be
now I hate you, for your true self vile and ugly

you only want yourself to be happy,
you hate to see the world smile you are not smiling

you turn around stare for a second look back
I smile at you, and put the knife down
wish I would have saved the world from more heartbreak.

i ditched her body in the graveyard , she rotted with her family

When were lovers best of friends not fighters
song birds singing for themselves to pretend
they are not ours, instead the world is theirs.
When the world is owned by power or greed
I will never know, I wont see where the bill does go
whos paying the power bill and who shut off the water .
Who's the original tenant, and whos moving in later

I zoom out of my head for one second
but all I see is us dwarfed by the sun

When does it get to end ?
Is this reality sinking in?
I've coped with the loss
But not with the infinity
I wish that our twin flames
Could kiss once in a blue moon
I dream of you
But I don't remember
I can just tell
When you're on every face
In every car on every train
It's hard to say it gets harder every day

I wish I didn't show pride
I wish that I didn't show guilt
But I have never regretted anything but the ****
And still I think of you still.
I hear you in a strangers cough
Makes me reach into my pocket
Just to pull out the thing that once
Was to me a box for us to talk in
Now I'm in a box and I can't open it
Trapped but technically not locked in

I'm dead babe.
The me you knew and all those memories
They are the cold in the air
Your body normally used to the ice of your heart
Almost colder than mine

things were just how i wanted them to be
i guess  things  only are ever how they are to me
I'm ******* weird on this idiotic pretense of things
what is this world  now that i have nothing to feel
except what aint real   what the **** was that real
nah  tomorrow morning
when i wake up everything will turn out to be a dream


been a while.
said she doesn't know what peace is
anymore tears then i could cry myself.

Don't you feel the peace in air ?
now that we have finally embraced ourselves
I know i can feel the peace in the warmth
that i found in myself just for us.

but the dharma burns.