you remind me of
the first summer breeze;
warm, relaxing.
you remind me of
the first autumn rain;
cool, refreshing.
you remind me of
the winter coats;
huggable, cozy.
you remind me of
the flowers blooming in spring;
beautiful, colorful.
you remind me of
the small things in life;
the stars in the sky,
the salty sea breeze at the beach,
the feeling when you put fuzzy socks on,
the sun and moon,
the feeling of waking up feeling refreshed.
everything i think about
reminds me of you.

I remember when you first said hi to me.
I died inside, even though I didn't know you.
I had butterflies in my stomach
and the vivid thoughts of us dating;
Even though we just met.
You always flirted with me;
even though you liked other girls.
Month's past and I got your number,
from the girl who liked you.
I remember that day like it was yesterday.
December 15, 2014
I sent you homework;
You moved really fast.
I went along; Considering you
were the one who started it.
And I liked you.
We would talk about all the deep stuff
How we should move to New York
How you would come over and we would study
How you said you would keep me safe and happy.

Well two days later you lied.
You got high;
Talked about other girls how you would talk about me
I was emotionless the next day;
upset because I thought you'd be better than the first.
Upset because you lied to me.
I wasn't upset because you did drugs.
Upset because you broke me again.
Hoping you would fix me.

I watched movies all winter break
Didn't help
I texted other people hoping to forget about you
Didn't help
I tried talking it out; Drawing it out.
Nothing helped

But
The worst part is that,
You didn't even notice.