han er forfatter og rapper og skuespiller og han vil have mig på besøg til pizza og rødvin. det skulle have været i dag, men vi sov begge lur til aften, så det blev for sent, udsat til lørdag. måske har jeg samlet mod til den tid. men jeg ved ikke hvordan man gør, jeg har ikke lært det. altså hvordan spiser man mad uden at spilde ned af sig selv? hvordan drikker man vin uden at blive for stiv? hvordan er man sammen med en mand uden at kneppe ham?

Even though things are dark I shall keep walking straight through this storm.
Even though with each step it gets darker, and the rain water rises higher.
But the storm really does not matter, all that matters is following Christ.
No matter where Christ shall lead me on this path that he is taking me.
I shall continue to follow him, for who can save but him my Savior God.
He will not allow any harm worst then my strength can take here.
Though the demons attack me,abuse me and gang up on me to destroy.
Christ is my strength, he is my Strong-tower, my protection is in him.
So who or what can knock me off of this path that I am on with God.
Only fear can destroy my relationship with my Living Savior God.
But only if I allow this fear to separate Christ and me will it destroy my relationship with God.

We shared,
shared our most
sensitive tips
in the confines
of the filtered light
that reflected off your smile.
It seemed as if slow motion
had taken us over.
I was mesmerized
by your delicacies,
saw my hardness disappear
into the ever
unfolding
nature of our fiery hearts.

pull up!
pull up!
stall!!
stall!!
Stall!!