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He did my make up today
As I got ready for work
He said "honey you look great"
I going to be an hour late
I feel his hand strike my face
My light delicate skin is now a shade of blue
At work everyone knows
Who falls down twice a week
I need a new excuse


He is shouting and throwing things
Has me by the hair
I see little eyes peeking from under the bed
In my mind I know this is wrong
My voice is clear at times in my head
Yet the memories are always there
You told me so young that pills make you better, I'm thirty nine and still not better
From seizure medicines, to Zoloft, to sleeping pills, and downers my head is unwinding

I became an introvert, paranoid. That girl is smiling, want to go home where it
is quiet. Sent to a program to cope with interpersonal relationships

The only thing is the medicines make me gain weight
Sleep is the only thing that I do right


Check ups are always fun, are you taking your medicines? The right answer is always yes.
How are your moods? I have none Yes I'm taken my pills add this and increase this.

At home always nagged for forgetting my pills so I do as I'm told.
Have some Lithium it likes to eat the liver, have some Zoloft, Effexor and more.

Another day, Did you take your  pills? Yes I did in fact I swallowed them all
I filled my cup, made a hysteria soup. Did you take your pills?
You told me so young that pills make you better, I'm thirty nine and still not better
From seizure medicines, to Zoloft, to sleeping pills, and downers my head is unwinding

I became an introvert, paranoid. That girl is smiling, want to go home where it
is quiet. Sent to a program to cope with interpersonal relationships

The only thing is the medicines make me gain weight
Sleep is the only thing that I do right


Check ups are always fun, are you taking your medicines? The right answer is always yes.
How are your moods? I have none Yes I'm taken my pills add this and increase this.

At home always nagged for forgetting my pills so I do as I'm told.
Have some Lithium it likes to eat the liver, have some Zoloft, Effexor and more.

Another day, Did you take your  pills? Yes I did in fact I swallowed them all
I filled my cup, made a hysteria soup. Did you take your pills?
Velvet lovers swim into a purple nest
Meeting at a hysteria they cant resist
A thousand  molecules crowding at their  skin
Famished of nutrition
But sustained by birth
Do you ever feel like you can't leave a person?  When in  a new relationship everything seems so nice but give it time.  He is not the man you thought he was. You stay as he is bashing your face in.  I don't mean ever guy is like this. Women have  issues as well.
A skyway path to passion
Reflecting wings deep with fate
Poems extinguished the lonely times
Faith makes me return and wait
As I glide into a canvas with a perfect view
Beautiful twisting moments trapped in love
Crawling and reaching for cracks and stones
Smudges on the pavement of a fragile creation
Shrinking life's bone
Unmistaken
Stone footsteps  with a bottomless hostility
Naked fingers gripping at the whispering thoughts
Windows of souls aching for control
An array of fury hovering around
A gripped tongue misunderstood
As mornings are raw and speckled
A portrait of my uncertainty, is becoming blind
Heaven is broken
Faith is behind
As the hazy mindfulness mist,  is transforming me
Hoping that this melancholy will sail away
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