Porcelain prisoner
Ravage the secrets of the morning
Sail linger and bleed

Tangled grass dangles with desire
Embracing the clarity that is mine
As my nightdress is arousing the wind
Spilling the clouds making love
Gentle hips fevered with a kiss
Fleshy skin circles untie the truth
A sacred river that gives peace
Ancient fertile seeds blossoming the spirit
The limbs of life survive

A careful disappearance
Vulnerable with exposure
A transparent life , shattered and wrong
Drifting and writing thoughts
Releasing doubts , shouting the uncertainties  out

Warped begging in agony
Convulsions of a depleted  past
A black out , with lights swirling in my mind
Can't escape this lifeline
The emptiness is binding
Etched scars  that restore the wounds
Your heart is a trap
Where scorched memories lie

I shutter as I pray
To the glorious god
Shattered and startled, my beloved is gone
As the mourners throbbed with internal pain
The sun shined that day
But all I saw was black
****** and burned is how you were found
I pleaded and wailed into the air
That is the moment my heart split
All my dreams unraveled that day
As I lay awake at night
I see your arctic shimmering eyes
Your radiant skin against mine
I untangle you in my sleep but the sorrow doesn't ease
Angels I ask of you to embrace my treasured
I will never see what my son looked like
Did he have mommy's eyes?
Or my nose?
As I taste the solitude I can't help but wonder what might have been

Outstretched trees connecting to the roots of the sky
Ashen wind lingering in the distance
An endless supply of illness
As a deathly barrier subsides
Reaching for the blossoming space
As my despair makes the raindrops drown
Surrendering as I collide into release

I'm painted with anguish
As the death of my heart appears
Peace is not my home