i know why i'm a drunk
i know why i drink
that first drink always equalizes
sets the world right
the next two, five, or eight
is the chase
towards feeling good.
towards feeling happy.
towards feeling high.
which is why i hate love;
it's like drinking every day; all day.
hoping to never feel the hangover.
it takes work
it's hard
it's evolution in real time.
but i know if i drink
i can just drink
and be fine.
love is not guaranteed.
especially not if you drink.