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Fenix Flight Jul 2015
clank
His words whisper to you
clash*
They bind you to his twisted world
clink
Shining armour so dark
clang
Taint your mind to his pleasure

snap
Rusty is his once strong power
crash
Free is your caged soul
thud
To the floor his ******* rests
Kita you know what this means
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
And these children that you spit on
As they try to change their worlds
Are immune to your consultations
They're quite aware
of what they're going through
Change by David Bowie
In the movie The Breakfast Club
(Favorite quote in the entire world)
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
"Which Chapter Should I continue to right?"

"Chapter three?"

"OW"

"Chapter Four?"

"OW"

"Chapter Five?"

"OW"

"I'm sorry
BUt I dont have
A chapter OW."

"You Need to make one!"

Poor Janie
All sunburnt
and in pain

all she can say to me is

*OOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW
To my friend at work. I was asking her questions About my stories and all her was responding back to me with was OW
because of her really really bad unscreen on her arms. Poor janie. lol. I sorta kinda waannnaaa,....... SMACK IT!!!! Mwahahaha Arent I evil?
Fenix Flight May 2014
Cheer up Girly
your too happy to be sad

You could brighten
even the darkest day

Don't you cry
Keep your chin up

I know this place *****
and its draining at times

Hell I've been there
I know that look

You want to give up
But hey dont you dare

Just think
Its pay day!!!

its friday
weekends almost here

jsut relax at home
and forget this place

And when monday comes around
I'll be here to make you laugh

:-D :-D :-D
my co workers not having a great day. Made this to try and cheer her up.
Fenix Flight May 2014
Earphone Blasting
Trying to chase away the tears
trying not to pass out

Close my eyes
let my feet travel
this familiar road home

Breathe in

Suddenly get a whiff
of pine needle trees
reminds me of christmas

Breathe in

another Whiff
stronger the scent
smile spreads

I imagine this is what
the North Pole smells like
clean and fresh, full of life

I feel my muscles
unwinds, letting go
unfurling from their tense stance

Breathe in
one more time
open my eyes

Ok I can do this
and I carry on
Fenix Flight May 2014
Here I stand in front of the mirror
my reflection staring back at me

and this is what we say to each other.


look at you your so fat
STOP THAT NO I'M NOT
well honey you're getting there

And look at your legs
WHAT ABOUT THEM
They are so scar riddled no one could truly love you


and just LOOK at THAT face
WHAT ABOUT MY ******* FACE *****
its so ugly they could use it at the circus for a side show to scare little children
SHUT UP
Oh come on you know its true

You are pathetic and stupid
Your friends dont care about you

I put my hands over my ears and close my eyes
PLEASE STOP
I whimper

No one would care if you died
you'd be doing every one a favor
Snicker

SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP

My eyes snap open
I lift my hand and punch the mirror
my reflection shattering in a thousand sparkling peices
and with it my demons

I am DONE destroying myself
I will start Anew
This is my new begining
Stick around
I hope you like the Veiw
Fenix Flight Mar 2015
Listen here you ****
Just because you're so "macho"
you're so "Tough"
doesn't mean I have to be.

Just because when you get hurt
you **** it up and don't get help
doesn't mean I'm a weakling
because I went to get help.

Stop with the snickering when I walk by
Stop shaking your head like you are disgraced
I'm not you so SHUT your freaking mouth.

Deal with your pain how you please
and I'll deal with mine
Treat me the way you want to be treated,
and stop treating me like I'm pathetic.

I went to get help I want to get better
If you want to suffer that's your own decision
Don't disrespect me for making my own
Oh and don't be shocked when You get a taste
of your own cruel medicine.
( I tore some ligament in my knee and I went to the ER and they gave me a brace for my knee until I can get an MRI to confirm I tore something. My co-worker is sitting here snickering saying how he looked like he was in a ten car pile up yesterday and you don't see him wearing a brace... I hurt my little knee and suddenly its DRAMA. -.- I am so mad right now I am shaking so hard and trying not to cry)
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
I'm a creature of the night.
The shadow in the dark alley.
I'm the whisper you hear in the wind.
Glistening Fangs
A thirst for blood
The Huntress
There is no need to fear me.
I'm no monster.
I'm just a creature of the night.
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
Have you ever gotten that feeling
That you just need to run
get away far far away from where you are now?

But you can't
your stuck
and then this crushing feeling
decends on you

you feel like crying
but you dont know why
your misrebale and angry
but in reality you're not.

Nothing holds intrest to you
But you cling to the things that once did
Trying to submerse yourself into it
Thinking maybe it can take the crushing feelign away

You just want to give up for the day
and curl up back in bed
and cry yourself to sleep.

But that crushign feeling just wont go away
it worms its way in and settles in for a long ride
And you just want to run
Run away, Far Far away.
Fenix Flight May 2014
Shouting out
her mournful wails
crying out into
the bitter darkness
seeking help
that will never come

She raises her
tear stained face
to the sky
and screams her pain
into the night

More animilistic
the human
curl up on herself
no tears left to cry
no voice left to scream

doesnt anyone see her?
this poor **** creature?

She's crying for help
but everyone just turns their head
And acts like she isnt there
Fenix Flight May 2014
Cry
Scream
shout
freak
the
****
out!

cry my heart out
for everything I've left behind
My old life
my past

SCREAM
Then maybe He will see
My fear
That all our hopes and dreams
will never see the day of light

SHOUT
For someone to notice me
To hold me
I'm desprate for human contact

Freak
the
****
out
FOR
SOMEONE
ANYONE
TO
JUST
*******
TELL
ME
THAT
THEY
UNDERSTAND

tell me
I'm not
going crazy
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
Little kitty poked and proded
Wanting to know everything
that the world had to offer her
Not caring about the consequences
her actions might have.  

She wiggles her way into things
sometimes in way over her head.
Seeking the truth
Ferreting out the lies.
No matter the price.

Then one day her curiosity got to her
You know what they say
Curiosity killed the cat.

Her heart smashed
into a million shattered hopes
A million shattered promises.

Revenge formed in her deadened brain
Making the gears work again.
She pulled together her scattered heart
She plotted to right the wrong.
And laughed as it took place

Because
Curiosity killed the Cat
But what everyone doesnt know is,
*Satisfaction Brought It Back.
Every one knows the saying
"Curiousity killed the Cat"
but what a lot of people dont know is that there is a second part to that saying.
"Satisfaction brought it back"
Fenix Flight May 2014
I sit here and stare
at the harsh Blue veins
peering out of my
pale white skin

I sit here and trace
along the blue lines
that hold my life's blood

How easily it would be
to sink a blade
across these lines
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
Dance sing love my life motto.
Dance like there's no tomorrow.
Sing your loudest.
Love more the you heart can take.

Dance when your feeling sad.
Dance when your feeling happy.
Dance in the pouring rain.
It will make you feel SO free.

Sing when you don't know what to say.
Sing when your walking all alone.
Singing makes you feel so confident.
I know from experience.

Love every living thing.
Loving someone make you feel warm inside.
Love is what makes the world go round.
So help the world a little.
Fenix Flight May 2014
She dances with darkness
Without fear
Weaving in and out
of its shadowy embrace
Falling
falling
more
in love

She dances a deadly game
Without fear
edging closer and closer
into the dark abyss

Breathing life into the darkness
resisting
beggging
pleading for her to stop

she takes his hands
"It will be ok"
Darkness follows her
trusting like it's never trusted before

Darkness blinks
in the sudden brightness
the brightness of her heart

Shedding the darkness
He leaves it behind
taking her hand
and living in the light
I love you Matthew <3
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
I call upon the great spirit
I call upon the Great Isis
Goddess of life I pray to you.

Give me the strength
to live this life,
this world of
dull grey despair.

Isis, great goddess
I am your humble follower,
I'm down on my knees
begging for your guidence.

I put this borken life
in your loving arms.

Please help me heal
Please help me stay strong.

Please goddess
I pray to you
Isis Is the Goddess of Life. She is the goddess I Pray too, like many pray to God.
Please respect my religion as I respect yours :-D There is no room for judgment,
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
Dear Josh,
You were my first love,
you made me realize that Love wasnt so scary
It was beautiful and true.

But even before we loved you were my best friend.

You were my Joey
The guy who was there when I needed someone to turn to
making my laugh with your silly MURSNARKing
The guy who walked three miles in 90 degree weather
just so he could go lazer tag with me.

My Joey
the one who stood in and came to a family pig roast
Because my ******* boyfriend refused to go
and he wondered why I left him for you

I miss you
I miss my Joey
We use to talk 24/7
day and night
no matter what

Yes we dated for two years
we went through hell and back
We fell apart and broke away
left off on such horrid terms

I just want you to know
I dont hate you I never could
You're still dear to me
and stuck in my heart

I don't miss us as a couple.
I miss us as friends
I miss my Joey
My best friend

From
Nicy
Snark mur was an inside joke between us
(the C in Nicy is pronounced like an S)
(NOW I AM HAPPILY ENGAGED TO MY SOULMATE)
(I just miss my best friend)
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
Where is my best friend through the ages?
Where did he go?
You promised me
YOU PROMISED
I wouldnt lose my friend


But here I am
almost two months later
Left standing alone
Searching for you

Don't tell me
"It goes both ways"
Because I've tried talking to you
On here ON facebook
but guess what
YOU'RE NEVER THERE!!!

I'm terrified to text you
afriad you will push me away
or worse Ignore me.

Naten?
Where did you go?
Where are you?
Naten
Come back
Please
I
Beg
You

*From,
your BFTTA
Nikkie
Fenix Flight May 2014
I have never met you
I have never laid eyes on you
But I understand you
I get where you are coming from

for I have been there once
or twice before

You're at your edge
the end of your rope
your breaking point

You want to give in
Take a dive
off that old bridge

Please stay
I'll take your hand
and help you down.

I promise it will be ok
It may seem murky
and foggy now
but relax breathe deep

Becuase ending it is permanent
its forever
And even the most heartbreaking Pain
Will fade over time.

From
Your
Friend
Thenay Cora, Know that you are never alone
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
In the dictionary
the definition of amazing is:
To fill with wonder.
To astound.

My definition is:
How your eyes
are brighter then
all the stars in the sky.

When you lite up
a room with
your dazzling smile.
And take my breath away.

How your laugh
sounds like
a thousand angels
singing from heaven.

How you make me
feel special without
even meaning to
just by being you.

My definition of amazing is:
Everything that makes up,
you
Wrote this a long time ago.
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
.
                        Darkness rising
                               from the ashes
                                    of Shattered dreams

                                   Fueled by tears of pain
                                                 and screams of terror

                                               Hungry for blood
                                                     death soon follows

                   leaving lifeless bodies in its wake
Fenix Flight Jul 2014
I am just one of Many
of Depression's mistress's
Depression is such a greedy man
He takes whomever he pleases
Men, women, teens, Elder
He's not picky, he doesnt care.

He will ****** you,
with sweet words.
Woe you until you swoon
he wont stop until he has you

His sweet words are a lie
they are candy coated posion
That will fill you with such a dread
it will leave you breathless and cold

He'll throw you away like trash
But first stealing all your happy memories
and replasing them with doom and gloom.

He will laugh at the tears he has caused
He will kick you and tell you its all your fault.

And once you think you are rid of him for good
He will sing his posioned song once more
and you will land right back into
the palm of his hand.

I am just one of many
of Depression mistress's
If you are one as well
I'm so sorry for your heartbreak

I'm so sorry
that Our sir
Is such a
Heartless
*******
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
I'm about to lose control.
I'll go from nice to dangerous in a flash.
leaving victims helpless in my wrath.
Eyes turning black with anger.
If looks could cause harm
mine would cause the most.
I'm about to lose control.
I'm about to go into absolute
destruction.
Fenix Flight May 2014
Get on your knees
and let the games begin
***** work by Halestorm
Fenix Flight Apr 2015
That moment when a REALLY cute boy walks by you at work
and suddenly you are ingulfed in his Cologne.
GAH >.<
Hot guy at work... Really good Smelling Cologne.. GAH **** IT
Fenix Flight May 2014
Done
Done
Done
Done

So
*******
Done

Tired of this *******
Tired of always failing
DONE

Zerod out
fourth day
in a week

DONE
DONE
DONE
DONE
sorry extremly ******* when I wrote this. Ik its not really a poem but Eh had to get my anger out somehow
Fenix Flight May 2014
Please Don't
Give Up
On Me

Don't count
me out
just yet

I'm Still
Hanging in
I'm still
Hanging on

Dont Think
me as
wasting space

Don't believe
me as
hopeless case

I'm Still fighting
I'm still here

I'm not going anywhere
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
Please Magnum
Don't
leave us.
Don't
Go
Fenix Flight May 2014
Will we make it?
while everything is crumbling down around us,

How will we live our lives?
Together?
Or apart?

Will we be a family?
Even though everything is try
to keep us from acheiving it?

All these doubts swirl in my mind
sloshing around
like waves against the rocks

but the number one question
the one that I can't squish down

Will Our love Last?
Fenix Flight Sep 2014
She smiles
her face stretching into a grin

Do you see it?
Her smile doesnt light up her eyes
like it should

She laughs
its sound bubbling into the air

Do you hear it?
The screams of pain
hidden in between the giggles.

She's Energetic
To hyper for her own good.

Do you notice?
The bags under her eyes
from her endless sleepless nights.

She's happy
Never in a bad mood

Do you realize?
the trails across her cheeks
Where tears of sorrow carved their place
searing themselves into her heart
like a thousand needle ******.

Do you?
Do you even care?
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
Let me jump in the back
of that old pick up truck
and drive all the way to Alaska
where the cold wind there
will freeze my heart
so I cant feel this pain
that's killing me now

I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life

Happiness is such
a foreign concept to me
not a day goes by
where I don't at least
shed a tear or two

the smile that you see
plaster on my face
is about to crack
and show the
sorrow that I feel

I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life

Nothing I do
Is ever right
Everyone was telling the true
I'm nothing but a
waste of space

No matter what I do
it just ends up
falling through
failure should be my
middle name

I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life

I'm nothing
but a disappointment
to everyone in my family
I am what is called
the black sheep
no one is
ever proud of me

WHY can't for a change
I be good
WHY Can't I
be the golden child
Goddess WHY??

I fall to my knees
in a helpless
Misery

I'm trapped
in emotional overload
and I cant
seem to find my way out
I'm sitting here crying
suffering from all the
failures of my life
Fenix Flight May 2014
Just because you've been burned
Just because you've been spurned
doesn't mean he'll do it to her

So keep my sister out of this
you stupid little *****

Take your jealous hate filled eyes
and take them off of him
Stop watching every move he makes
before I claw them out myself

Go tell your ******* lies
to someone who cares
Cuz I know
that we sure don't
To Morgan: a once great friend who is now trying to tear my sister and my best friend apart. -.-
Fenix Flight May 2014
Episode Three
of......
We still havent come with a name for our show

OHMIBOD
OHMYGOD

the things we do
in the dead of night

SAIL

Tiny hampsters
tiny Burritos

NINJA STALKER KITTY

Youtube
is a great friend

Switching rooms

Together again

Episode four is just begging to be made.
a continuation of my poem "Still havent come with a name for our show"  To my sister
Fenix Flight Jun 2016
Every time I see your smiling face
my stomach gets butterflies
my breath falters.
My heart swells with love.

Every time you kiss me
My knees go weak
My head goes light
I love the feeling.

So special you are to me.
I don't know what I would do
if I ever lost you.
So I hope I never have to find out.
To Kaleb
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
I just want someone to hear what I have to say.
And maybe if I talk long enough,
it'll make sense
From the book Fahrenheit 451
by Ray Bradbury
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
Traitrous tears leak out
streaming down my face
Chest tighting up
threatinging to choke me
Body shaking violently
its hard to type

They sit across from me
Talking to me
In btween their soft and "postitive" words
is where the ugly harsh truth lies

Failure is upon me
digging its icy claws
into everything I do

Its quite simple  
I'm nothing
but
a
Failure
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
To me family is:
All the people that mean something to you.
They dont have to be blood.
They dont have to  be the same race, gender, age, religion.
As long as they mean something to you
As long as you love them with everything you have.
That
is what I call
Family.
~~~~~~~~~

So you mean Like you are to me Fenix?
~~~~~~~~~~

Yes Hawk. That is what I mean.
~~~~~~~~

Fenix you know you are my sister.
I love you through and through
You've pulled me out of the gutter more times then I would like to admit.
You've been there for me
And I have tried my hardest to be there for you.
To my children you will Always be Aunty.
To my wife you are consider sister in law.
I will always be your big brother
There to protect you.

~~~~~

Yes Hawk you are my big brother.
Forever
~~~~~

Infinity and beyond
~~~~~

What are we?
Toy story?
~~~~~~

I am Buzzlightyear
Hear me Roar

~~~~~~~~~

Dear Gundi
if your are buzz lightyear
we are all doomed
~~~~~

hums you got a friend in me
~~~~~~

*And this is why we are family
me and my "big Brother" HAWK FLIGHT wrote this together.. Kinda of took a detour. But Hey it was perfect ^-^
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
I've been living in a fantisy world
and it's crumbling around me.
I need to know you will be there
for me when it finally shatters
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
Fear is your worst nightmare coming to life.
It's the thing that's gnawing at your imagination
waiting to strike.
when it comes your breathe falls short
and your hands go cold.
your brain says run
but your rooted to the spot
you wonder whats happening to you
fear.
fear is whats happening to you.
once your in its grip
your stuck for life.
Fenix Flight May 2014
She's a fighter through and through
Seen so many things
in her 18 years

Some to horrid to name
Some so heartbreaking it will make you cry
some so joyous you will shout with glee

She is a fighter through and through
She'll flatten her ears and hiss
claws out ready to fight
for what she believes

Blonde hair
blue eyes
A bekon of light

My hero
my partner in crime
my sister
Inspired by the tattoos my sister wants on her wrists. Fighter and survivor
Fenix Flight May 2015
Tick-Tock*
Time, you're slipping away

Tick-Tock
Don't go, please stay.

Tick-Tock
I thought You would be true

Tick-Tock
Don't you know all the **** you've put me through?
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
.            
                     Im done

Throw down my weapons

                   Im done fighting for this life
      
Sick and tired
    
                   I'm done caring

Emotions shut down

                       Empty heartless shell

Red river flow

              The fire finally dies
Fenix Flight May 2014
Me and you
You and me
Brother and sister
sister and brother

Smoke it up

I'm hungry
where's the green beans?

Take a walk
through darken fields

Fireflies dancing
Green lights flashing
Tripping out
Freaking out

ONES IN MY HAIR
Swat it
attack it
watch it fall

Feel so bad
pick it up
place it in my palm
watch it flit around

walk on
through another field
its green light
fading

Fly away
little firefly

As we
brother and sister
sister and brother
continue our crazy
drug fueled aventure
One of the only fun times I ever had high on ****. **** thanks bro
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
I stare into the blazing flames
Dancing their ****** dance
Crackling*
snapping
burning
*It puts me in a trance
Fenix Flight Jun 2013
I am his lady
and he is my lord
My bodyguard
my protector
an important part of my world

His embrace is the
only place I feel safe.
His every changing eyes
put me in a trance
and hold me captive

His smile is so irresistible
It makes me want to kiss him
It feels so normal
the feeling of his chest
against my head as he
pulls me into his arms.

My heart slowly but surely
becoming completely his.
I cant imagine life without him
Not even for a second
I crave to feel his presence around me.

its scary how easy
those three little words
slip from my mouth
But I mean them
every time

Because he is my lord
And I am forever his lady
Fenix Flight Jan 2016
Your plane is boarding, got to cross the ocean all alone
My heart is stone
You need to figure out the things that plague you here at home
I'll carry on

Sometimes, it's one thing
And next time, it's nothing
It's more than mistrusting
It ends up just crushing me

Stop with the fighting
I know it's the right thing
I won't let you do this
We have to get through this

So, say something, I'm not holding back
Before the scene we made goes and fades to black
‘cause I can't wait while you think this through
We don't have endless time, remember who left who
‘cause I won't wait, won't wait for you

Your lifeless eyes don't hold the
Same desire anymore, I can't ignore
So long I've wondered, but I think now I know
You're not coming home

Sometimes, it's one thing
And next time, it's nothing
It's more than mistrusting
It ends up just crushing me

Stop with the fighting
I know it's the right thing
I won't let you do this
We have to get through this

So, say something, I'm not holding back
Before the scene we made goes and fades to black
‘Cause I can't wait while you think this through
We don't have endless time, remember who left who
‘Cause I won't wait, won't wait for you

Put my heart in your hands
Committed my whole life to you
And all you had to say
See you in a few days
But days turn into months
This isn't what you promised me
I've gotta let you go
Or just find another way

So, say something, I'm not holding back
(I needed time to work it out alone)
THIS SONG IS BY ALL THAT REMAINS! All rights belong to them


(This is the song I dedicated to my ex Matt, It has helped me through this break up a lot)
Fenix Flight Apr 2014
Eyes of blue
a Broken smile
A shattered soul
put back together

A fire in her heart
that will never burn out
A fighter till the end
A Spirit untamed

She doesnt see
the effect she has on this world
She lights and ignites everything in her path
Bathing it in her wisdom
Foxy <3
Fenix Flight Aug 2014
From beginning to end
Rising heck and mayhem
I** love the way to make me laugh with your stupid jokes
Even though sometimes i may be sad you
Never ever mind
Dealing with the unknown future
Silly pictures of us when we were tiny
Happy times will always be in our hearts
I hate to say goodbye even though we will see each other in the future
Parting from you I can not imagine
To My Best friend in the whole. Megan <3 My Soul sister
Fenix Flight May 2014
Never dreamed this would happen
Never dreamed I'd be talking to him
Never thought I would consider him....
..... A friend

But I guess he is.
Huh Who would have known?
Sorry I know this isnt really a poem... Just had to get the thought out.
Fenix Flight Jun 2014
The swollen moon
hangs in the air
illuminating everything in its path

Let the madness wash over you
with its pale silvery light
descend into the all consuming crazy

Rational thoughts fly out of your head
Replaced by wild desire.
The fever burning
churning
making you go insane

Dance under the moon
carefree dont care
dont think
just feel.

this is what it feels like
this Full Moon Madness
Today is friday the 13th (6/13/14)
it is also a full moon!
the next friday the 13th fulll moon wont happen
until the year 2049
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