Your talk has always been cheap,
Its been the same song and dance for far too long,
I've lost too much time and sleep.
I should have known better....

I should have known better,
Known better to believe the same old lies..
I should of known better,
Never seeing truth in your eyes.
I should have known better,
better than to come back time and time again.
I should of known better,
known that with all the disloyalty, we could never start again.

I should have known better,
known the lies would never end.
I should have known better,
known we could never be friends.
I should have known better,
known our family could never be one.
I should have known better,
known our future could never  be begun.

Its my mistake for knowing that I should have known better..
Its my mistake for making two children with you, but not raising them together.
I should have known better than to give you another..
At least our daughter gets a little brother.

I should have known better,
Known you wouldn't stick around.
But now I know better..
know to bury this relationship deep in the ground.
And I wont lose anymore sleep,
Your no longer welcome around.

Mess with a gypsy soul,
Even a black hole won't be able to hide you.
Their magic will slowly rott away what's inside you..
No chance to ever be set free...
Your soul was sold the day that you chose to cross their way..
You boiled precious gypsy blood,
Activating, inhaling the slow toxic poison..

Your body and words whisper sweet somethings... Sweet somethings that turn to nothing's..
I keep hearing it in the speaking lies that you keep coughing in every other direction..
You think all I want  is you negative attention ??..
Even the ink in your flesh lies..
Saying
" life or death
Live or die
I will never live a lie"
... 2 years almost of being your daughtes mother.. You need to put the lies to rest..
All you've ever lived are lies, I'm not the cause.  .

You ripped my heart apart more than I can count,
It's getting harder and harder to breathe in and breathe out..
You left internal bleeding,
Im slowly drowning from the grieving,
Of losing a life and love that was just apart of your planned act.
Your nothin but a deadbeat and that's nothin but a fact.
Your a phony homie..
Sweetie, a fake is a fake..
I know what real is.
Standing at a mirror,
it's what's right before my face.
It's the daughter WE created that I raise while your off without a trace.

I tasted your love from the poison off your tounge.
I've seen your face staring back in a million strangers faces..
I've felt your anger in the fierce wind..
Throwing my body off course..

And what's even worse..
I see possible hope for the future in the solace of our daughter's eyes.
How can't you realize we've been waiting for you all along...
Waiting for you to realize everyone else's "love" is wrong..
Instead you just spit in our faces..
Laugh-In it up at how you've riped another one of your child's hearts to pieces..

Do you feel like a man?
Sticking your ick where ever you can ..
I'm sorry I wasn't enough...
Is it really your lack of your interest in me that's making our daughter go without a father ?...
Why the **** even bother lieing..
Either fess up or ****** start trying !

There ain't denying you've been full of ****..

It's really simple to end all this sit...

The endless game, of who did who wrong..
Our situationship is sadder than any love song.
All of our tears drowned all 3 of our souls.
This wasn't suppose to happen, it's not how happy endings are suppose to go..

You were always cold to me,
Your touch, your love, your kiss so cold.
Was never enough to satisfy your limitless appetites.
You spread your love all over,
But never to your children or their mothers.

Your actions speak for themselves,
No love for anyone but yourself.

you got your teenage groupies helping you "cope". ( sick f**k)
But please remember,

No love will be given if you come crawling back.

Behind bars is your only future,
like your father,
and that's a fact.

The pain behind 2 pairs of far away eyes...
The pain given from the same guy..

She gave him her all,
She made him her everything,
But pushed away was all she's ever been.
Kissing the lips that lied and destroyed her..
Holding the hands that were harmfully layed upon her.
Once passionate love making,turned to harshful punishment.
Your manipulating lies brought you laughter,
It absolutely sickens me you continued after the birth of our daughter.

She was an unexpected miracle to her mother,
She couldn't be what saved her father.
Shes innocent in everyway.
Heart broken by the abandonment her father threw her way.

But he swears that there's love..
Where's the proof ?..
Not in his actions when he's still actin like a g**f.

The full truth needs to come out and actions need to be proved.
You can't expect to see a child youve done all this too.
Your worse than a stranger,
All that's known is your a danger.
Hiding from your warrant,
Surrounded by jibtecs and underage kids.

I'm not the deadbeat,
Sweetie that's you..
Congratulations on bailing on child #2.

You swear left and right how wrong I am,
But what you've chosen to do instead of the right thing tells me everything..

This tough momma bear needs to move forward,
My baby girl and I deserve a whole new beginning.

I ingested the poison that dripped off your tounge, not knowing the painfully slow death that was about to come...