prickly little thoughts
rudely address me
in the quiet
of the air conditioned
hidey-hole
i've spent my summer in.
thoughts like:
you're a *******
you're going to die here
they think you're joking
you should tell the truth, sometime
maybe it'd
be nice
why can't my face be
the way i want it
why can't my
stomach
be flatter
why can't
mom just
spontaneously combust
so i can have
my family back
why
why
why
you are
you are
you are
.
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.
i talk a lot about
flying
i like the idea
of it
it doesn't even bother me
that those that fly, fall
i'll cheat the system
i'll have a rope
catch
me
i would like to exit my brain, please.