When was the point in fragile time you decided to stop
stop talking to me

At least give me a clue why
Don't leave me to investigate possibilities

You wandered into my dream last night
Well it was less of a dream and more of a night mare
You're trespassing; waiting in some hidden alleyway of my mind

I'm seeking answers to questions that will never be asked
(Eternally roaming the capacity of my mind)
I'm rummaging through the past frantically hoping to find some overlooked clue
(Perhaps it's hidden between the pauses of words)

It looked like a layer of dust sprawled itself outside
Through the window
Life was hushed, lights were blurred and loud silence settled itself within the sidewalk cracks

I wish I had eyes like the ones they describe in books. You know the kind that are all like her eyes were bold emeralds with light piercing through them or his eyes were a delicate mixture of softness, mystery and a hazy blue.

Within the first two seconds of meeting you I knew I had no chance
But I still fell for you

Who knew so much heaviness would come from such a little word

I know this won't matter in five years
But it matters now
Seconds before disaster
On the brink
On the edge

Gosh I wish I was numb from all these feelings
Swirling around in my head
Pulling at my heart strings
All the time
All the seconds

Going to try to drown my thoughts with notes
Dam my tounge
Steady my heart
Steady my soul

What sits in a persons eyes
Read between the lines- the lines of the face that is
What events sculpted it, what emotions weathered it
buried hurt seeping through 
It's not undetectable- you have to watch long enough

I take sweet words and tape them upon my mirror
They never seem to stick

I want love but not theirs- 
Fights on the phone for the audience of empty kitchen chairs

I want to dilute the memory of you, to the point you become another bleak face

Low self esteem radiated off of her
She hoped it would get lost within her mature perfume

Your judgement is becoming murky again
I've watched this story line play out too many times
You give and give and give
They steal your heart, they vandalize it
You become like an abandoned building, eagerly waiting for someone to fix you up
He may be different, I hope he is different from the other thieves
Just please be careful

Peering out into the bleak, dreary abyss
There slouched a misleading lit house
Pretending to be full of life; it was not

Emptiness was embedded in the tangled ebony branches, it hung like dead weight on the ancient tree that stretched out beside the lying house

You're a special kind of lovely that would never gravitate towards a storm like me

If only they knew
That the girl that makes them laugh
Cries herself to sleep
Every.  Single.  Night

If only they knew
Within those quick words
Is a cry for help
But it seems like everyone is deaf or just plain oblivious

It turns out silence can hurt you more than any ill intended words