Low self esteem radiated off of her
She hoped it would get lost within her mature perfume

I'm seeking answers to questions that will never be asked
(Eternally roaming the capacity of my mind)
I'm rummaging through the past frantically hoping to find some overlooked clue
(Perhaps it's hidden between the pauses of words)

I want love but not theirs- 
Fights on the phone for the audience of empty kitchen chairs

You wandered into my dream last night
Well it was less of a dream and more of a night mare
You're trespassing; waiting in some hidden alleyway of my mind

I know this won't matter in five years
But it matters now
Seconds before disaster
On the brink
On the edge

Gosh I wish I was numb from all these feelings
Swirling around in my head
Pulling at my heart strings
All the time
All the seconds

Going to try to drown my thoughts with notes
Dam my tounge
Steady my heart
Steady my soul

I want to dilute the memory of you, to the point you become another bleak face

It looked like a layer of dust sprawled itself outside
Through the window
Life was hushed, lights were blurred and loud silence settled itself within the sidewalk cracks