Evergreen Pines

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

Poems, poems
that's what I like.
Poems, poems
that's what I write.
My siblings, my siblings
they shot and play.
My siblings, my siblings
they do as they may.
My father, my father
I need not follow
My father, my father
is the god Apollo.
The music, the music
running though my soul
The music the music
makes me whole.
I am who I am
smart and flawed
I am what I am
a Greek demigod.

this is my one and only dream

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

Tourcher

I wish I could ignore it
but it's staring me right in the face.
something I want,
it seems so close.
but it's just out of arms reach.
it's standing there
taunting me,
it's making me act like a dog,
I know I can reach it,
and yet I still try,
try reaching for something I can never have.
it's sad
it's depressing,
it's making me angry.
it's driving me insane!
why can I reach it?
why is no one helping me?
can anyone even see and hear me?
can they hear me cry, weep?
can they see me suffer?
I bet they can
and they still do nothing
some friends you turned out to be

something friends are not true friends

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

Good-bye Forever!

You've treated me like dirt.
You've treaded me like ****.
I've have enough of it!
You went too far this time
Saying all those lies.
This is our last good-bye!
I don't care what you do
I don't care what you say.
You're just acting gay!
You gave me what I wanted
not what I need.
and now I bleed.
What do you want from me?
I can forgive you.
You're just lucky you're not voodoo.
You said you love me!
You said you care!
Now it feels it was all a dare.
You toyed with my feeling
You broke my heart
Now I don't feel too smart.
I hate you now!
Your heart's like led!
And I wanting you dead.
It's all your fault!
Just get out of my life!
Or get killed by a knife.

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

loneliness

I never asked for this
I never wanted this.
But who can I blame?
I can't blame you, and I can't blame Death.
All I have to blame, is myself.
I went too far, and now I'll pay the price.
I should've seen this coming
but I got greedy
and now I have it.
the worst punishment in the world.
I've been granted immortality.
now I realize I've been cursed.
why did I let this happen?
why couldn't I stop myself?
but now it's too late.
for everyone I ever loved is dead.
there's nothing I can do now.
I can't make new friends.
all I can do is stare at the world.
for now and for ever I have
Eternal loneliness

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

strength

I know this is hard for you,
but you have to understand.
It was time,
time for him to leave this place.
But it's not yours,
you'll leave later.
I don't know when
And I don't know where you'll go.
All I know is that you'll be fine.
You have to trust me.
You'll see him again some day.
Sometime in the far future.
Until then, be strong.
Don't think of how much you miss him,
Remember all the things he taught you.
And think of how that'll help you.
but most of all...
...
...Don't leave too soon

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

Realize

What would we see if we opened our eyes?
Would we realize what's right it front of us?
Would we do anything about?
What would we see if we opened our eyes?

What would we feel if we opened our hearts?
Would we feel joy when we're together?
Would we feel pain when we're apart?
What would we feel if we opened our hearts?

What would we say if we opened our mouths?
Would we say what's on our minds?
Would we tell each other how we feel?
What would we say if we opened our mouths?

What would you do if I said 'I think I like you'?
Would you say 'I think I like you too'?
Would you be scared and run away?
What would you do if I said 'I think I like you'?

Evergreen Pines Jul 2013

is life a lie?

Is this life real?
or is it a dream?
can I put my trust in people?
or is it just a scheme?
you can answer
put can you prove?
that this world
will even move?
do we have freewill?
or was it planned that way?
is this an illusion?
or is it really may?
is this true?
is life a lie?
does anyone know
if we even die?
will some one answer,
answer to me?
should I stay here?
or should I flee?

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