Finding your way through the darkness
Searching for solid ground
Trying to stay connected
While longing to be homeward bound

Take my hand in yours
You don't have to do it on your own
As long as I am here
You will never be alone

No matter the storm
We'll find the way together
Because you're my best friend
My true soul brother

Your favorite number is eight
Because on its side it makes infinity
It became a mark of our friendship
Something you always sent to me

It meant we were friends forever
That we would never part
That you would always feel this way
Deep in your heart

But it didn't mean anything
It was all a lie
And you just left me here
Without a proper goodbye

You never let me in
So of course I never really knew you
The person I thought to be my friend
Would have never left out of the blue

I heard what you said
When you said you'd never leave
But after everything today
I don't know what to believe

You always told me
'Don't let the light go out'
I guess it meant nothing
What is that about?

You say you can't be what I need
Shouldn't it be I who decides
I was a stupid girl
Soaking in your lies

You knew it was coming
I had no time to process
I said things I didn't mean

So I came back later
With a clearer head
But you were already gone
Now all I see is red

******* for not saying goodbye

It's funny how much louder and more hurtful silence can be than words..

Or how something that meant so much now means so little..

And how quickly distance grows between even the closest of friends..

And isn't it funny, how it isn't funny at all..

Can you hear me?
Whispering your name?
It gets quieter
Everyday

I'm not like you
I can't turn it off like a switch
But I'm getting better
Everyday

Do you think of me?
When you can't find your way
Out of the dark corners of your mind
Everyday

I didn't want to leave
You pushed me away
And it got worse
Everyday

So I sit here
Staring at the moon
Missing you
Everyday

I hope you see you broke me
Made a cynic of the optimist
But I'm moving on from you
And trust me, you won't be missed..

Don't know why I bothered
I'm always willing to see the good
But I see now
I spent more time than I should..

None of it meant anything
At least not in your eyes
So this will be the last
Of all of our goodbyes..