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Nikki Aug 2016
I wanna turn back the clocks
To the night that we met
Say 'go away' instead of 'hello'
And do this without regret

I wanna say I hate you
That I wish we never were
Then there would have been no pain
Left for me to endure

I wish it hadn't been so easy
For me to fall so hard
But you made it quickly inside
And I let down my guard

Now I'm left here repairing
All the damage you have done
I shouldn't have been smarter
Took one look at you and run

Don't you know how it kills me
When you say hello
You say you no longer love me
So then why don't you just go.

I'm not sure how to end this
Or how to say goodbye
So I'm going to walk away
And try not to cry..
July 31, 2016
Nikki Aug 2016
Once there was a man
With two hearts in his chest
Although he was sad
He always did his best

He would take with him
Friend after friend
But they had to leave him
In the end

He had to move on
For he couldn't die
Even if his biggest hurt
Was saying goodbye
July 31, 2016
Nikki Aug 2016
Fly little dove,
Into heaven above

Fly past the stars,
Away from this world of ours

Fly away from the pain,
Staying here you will not gain

Fly away like a king,
To a place where angels sing

Fly dove, to where it is true,
Do not be afraid, do not be blue

Fly, and do not shed a tear,
Have no fear

Leave this place forevermore
Fly dove, and soar..
Circa 2002
Nikki Aug 2016
Meeting you has healed
Meeting you has hurt
I would, I could never go back
To the day before we met
That day was dark and grey

So now I look forward
Look forward to the day
That this pain is stifled
Because I know in my heart
That letting you go was the right thing

But I won’t forget the things we shared
Or the hurt you healed
Know that forever in my heart
You will stay
I will always carry a piece of you with me..
January 28, 2014
Nikki Aug 2016
I wrote this for you
This is for my friend
I want to move forward
Let’s put this on the mend

Let me offer myself
To show you that I care
Because we both know
A friendship like ours is rare

I’m always your friend
And I’ll be here for you
Regardless of what you say
Or what you do

So go ahead and push
We both know I can take it
But I’m not going anywhere
Our friendship is what we make it..
May 17, 2016
Nikki Aug 2016
I look up at night
And see you there
The man in the moon
Forever alone

I threw up a rope
To lasso you down
But it never caught
Forever alone

I could never reach you
Could never get close
You didn't want me to
Forever alone

I know I should feel bad
But I really don’t
You are where you want to be
Forever alone

I do hope that someday
You let someone in
Because no one should be
Forever alone
July 15, 2016
Nikki Aug 2016
No man is an island
That is what you said to me
And that is why
I cannot leave you be..

I loved you once
I think you already know
And you love me too
That is why you want me to go..

Because everything that happened
That has been said and done
May be too hard to move past
It is easier just to run..

Even though the winds change
Some things will never bend
I will still be here for you
I am your friend until the end..
July 15, 2016

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