I want to write

But i can think of nothing

...............

I want to cry

But i can feel no sorrow

...............

I want to sing

But i can hear no melody

...............

I want to dance

But i can feel no rhythm

...............

I want to know

But i can know no certainty

...............

I want to write

But i can think of nothing

You are nothing
That I'd fight for
Why?
Because I already fought.
I did all I can do
So now I give up on you.

I feel like I'm drowning
But I'm on dry land

I'm gripping so tightly
But there's nothing in my hands

I'm sleeping sublimely
But I'm dreaming chaotic things

I fell in love with you.
But then you took that away.
And gave that "in love" to her.
And left me with blank lines.
And empty dreams.

**** me if it makes you feel alive

Drain me if it makes you feel revived

Hate me if it makes you feel alright

Hurt me if it makes you feel complete

Suffocate me if it helps you breathe

Cut me if it stops your bleeding

Slap me if it calms your nerves

.........................................................­.......

**** me if it makes you feel alive

If I left..
I disappeared..
And I never came near..
.......
I doubt you'd even notice.

Everybody has dreams.
They dream about being great things.
They want to save the world.
They want to become millionaires.
They have goals and hopes.

But me, no.
I simply want to get through today.
I just want to remain alive and well.
I know I have more potential than most.
I know of myself I could make something.


But I'd rather aim low and be excited about my accomplishments
Than to shoot for extraordinary things and be let down yet again..