i let myself want you.
you're not mine anymore,
but i'm still a little bit yours.
all i do is get over you,
and i'm still so bad at it.

please be careful of their heart. handle it with care, please. a person can only handle so much before they self-destruct. love is a scary thing. it was once said that to know love, you must know pain. they were very knowledgeable. everyone who has known, has also known pain. some knew pain more immense then they cared to handle.

don’t hurt them, or at least do you best not to. their hearts are fragile and broken. sometimes when you look into their eyes for long enough you can see the broken heart that they spend so long in the morning trying to bury so deep. love can be freeing and beautiful, but it can also leave you feeling broken and without hope. love can cut deep. some people were told “i love you” but they never received the physical love that normal follows in suit.

it hurts a lot, loving someone and being stabbed by them. i’ve felt it before, it crushes you like nothing else. it leaves you with a large capacity to love others, but a very small capacity to receive it. i promise you those bad days are worth it. they need you, they want you, they just don’t know how to express it. because the last time they did someone shoved it right back down their throat and made them choke on it. they want to get better, they want to love you with the same intensity that you love them. they wish to feel all the love you have for them, but they are just so afraid of being hurt again. its them to suppress such a love, more than you know. but when they come to terms with it and begin to trust you with a piece of their heart, you will feel more loved than you ever have. its funny how life works like that. the people who were hurt the most know how to love the most. i think its because they know what its like to not feel loved at all and they never want another human being to feel that sense of despair.

i think when someone tells you that you have too much of this or too much of that. its something they actually love about you, but every time they allow themselves to rediscover this, it breaks them. because love can be painful for some who never felt its tender caress. sometimes people were wounded by someone they held so dear that the next person they come in contact with that makes them feel the same way, it hurts with a ferocity that they can’t seem to shake. so, be patient with them, allow them to heal with your love. they need time. you are more than enough for them, they just don’t feel the same way about themselves. people who have been hurt like that, don’t bounce back as easily as some would hope. and that’s ok, its more than ok. they need to take time to heal properly.

i'm not in love with you anymore, i can't be, i won't. but god it sure does feel like it. when i look at you, hear your name, think about you, my lungs collapse in my chest. i feel like i'm dying. and i sure as hell don't want to feel like that anymore. i'm done with us making eye contact and me being the only one that hurts this much. i hate you and that's final.

i'm not the type of person to give up on someone. yes, sometimes i get really mad and upset so i need a minute to cool off but i'll never abandon you. i don't leave people. and i think that's why it always hurts so bad when people leave me.