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eryn b Mar 2014

Will you still be mine the night of my distress
Will you still be mine when I'm acting hysterical
Will you still be mine when I'm going insane
Will you still be mine when I finally give up.
Will you be there when my world starts crushing down and destroy everything in my life **include you.

eryn b Mar 2014

Let's...

Let's get plane tickets and runaway
Let's sit in darkness and listening to the rain drops fall
Let's pretend that we're tourist and take pictures of everything
Let's lay in the roof and talk about our fears
Let's stay up til' 4am and just say random things to each other
Let's be each other's guide to life and that North Star that'll guide me to where I need to go.

eryn b Mar 2014

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I want someone who will tell me their past and future
I want someone who'll kiss me in random conversations
I want to watch the sun rise with you.
I want to wake up right next to you.
I want someone that will make me a better person and teach me lessons that I thought I would've never learned without you.
I want to touch your tattoos and then you explain what each one means.

I just want to be someone first choice for once

eryn b Mar 2014

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My conscience keeps telling me "Just do it.." "Do it! You hate your self anyway,
no one wants you here,
your nonexistent. I know you hate self
and every night your eyes
are full of a sea of tears.
Your a lone, suicide is your last resort Just do it and get it over with it."
**"End it right now."

eryn b Mar 2014

Someone Just Save Me

I'm invisible, imperceptible, hidden Because you'll never notice me no one will ever notice me... I'm just a person lost at sea. And as many times I shout for help. **Nobody will ever find me.

eryn b Mar 2014

I'm fine

You said "Are you okay." I gave you a fake smile and said "I'm fine." And when I say I'm fine doesn't mean I'm fine. It means I'm heart broken, scared, and worried that one day you'll come to your senses and just leave me a lone In a sea of darkness.

eryn b Mar 2014

I'm not there.

Sometimes I feel like I'm just thin air that's nobody cares about I'm always a round...