eryn b

eryn b Feb 2014

I want to be that person who doesn't care about what other people think.
I want to be that person who is beautiful without even trying.
I want to be someone who can be sarcastic.
I want to be someone who can make someone's day just by smiling.
I want to be someone who can forgive and forget.
I want to be someone who knows exactly what to say at the right time.
I want to someone who doesn't have to happy with a ton of friends. Cause She'll know how to dance on her own.

eryn b Feb 2014

It's Okay.

I'm sorry!" He says for forgetting her birthday once again

She smiles

"It's okay."

"I'm sorry." He says for giving her dark blue bruises.

She smiles
"It's okay."

"I'm sorry." He says for taking her innocence away from her

She smiles
"It's okay."

"Baby, I'm sorry." He says that one night he comes home drunk. Whiskey all over his body and with someone else perfume on his shirt. And he takes all his anger out on the innocent, beautiful, forgiving girl that he calms to love. Her body lays lifeless on the ground. Her breathing slows down and she whispers

She smiles
"It's okay."

Over the pasts years she's been with him it was hell and she finally got to go to heaven.

eryn b Feb 2014

A beautiful nightmare

You have dreams

And I have nightmares

You try to hold me closer

But I push away

You kiss my cheeks and

I sunder at your touch

Because while have beautiful dreams, I'm having nightmares and your in them.

eryn b Feb 2014

I'm human

I make mistakes I know.

I'm human

I have flaws.

I'm human

I sometimes get angry over little things.

I'm Human

I cry when I'm upset.

I'm human

I know I'll never be perfect, I have flaws, I cry when I feel like weak, I can get hot headed when I'm angry and I make mistakes. And if you really loved me you would accept that because *I'm just human.

eryn b Feb 2014

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"Your insane!" She says,
"And your beautiful." He says

eryn b Feb 2014

Tell me...

Tell me it's okay

Tell me that Tomorrow will be a better day

Tell me that this pain will end

Tell me you won't leave me this way

Tell me that you love me

....

**Now tell me why did you walked away?

eryn b Feb 2014

Oblivion.

Oblivion*
I asked you about your fears and you whispered oblivion.
"I don't want to be forgotten"

"I want to be someone's hero"....

"I want to change someone for the better"

But you aren't forgotten your nothing even close to oblivion your much more greater than that. You saved me from my own destruction. You helped live life the way it's supposed to be. You've changed me to become the best person I can possibly be. And most of all you've loved unconditionally, through my flaws, tweaks and kinks. You've saw me for me. Not the depression crawling up my spine. Not the disease that can take me away any second and annihilate everything in my past. And you'll be gone with and I don't want to hurt you. But you loved me for the type of music I listen, the books I read, the way I talk about something that I'm passionate about. *And I just want to thank you, for giving me that little infinity.
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