I sit on the roof top going back to the years where everything was so easy
Where danger was far from my mind
Where I had adventures in my small bedroom
Where I had inevitable dreams that would just go on and on.
Where I  danced around the room when people were looking
Where I  loved everything and everyone.  
I want to go back to those years and I wish i never grew up... because now I know it's a trap.

I wonder what it's like to feel loved.
Is it everything everyone talks about?
Is it beautiful to find someone who understands you?
Is it wonderful to kiss that person and fall in love again?
Is it magical with you feel his finger tips touch your soft skin?
Is it that person that  makes you smile at the worst time of you life?
Cause I just wanna fell you fingertips on skin, I want to feel your lips against my neck. I want to feel loved..

Remember that night we runaway from home and just hopped on a train?
Remember that night when we were walking down the empty street you kiss me on the forehead and you whispers those words? "I love you."
Remember when we were laying down on the grass and you said
"When you look at the nocturnal sky please remember the beautiful nights we had."
And now I've been on that same train, that same street and that same spot waiting for you to remember me.

I just want to fall in love with you all over again.. just let me.

I have no real friends and that breaks me apart every day cause I want someone to have sleepovers with, tell each other secrets, talk about our crushes, be there even the other is breaking down.

But I don't have that I wish I do.. but I guess I'm in this world a lone.