Suddenly my nails are the most interesting thing in the world
the room becomes smaller it starts to whirl
my hand's sweat, my mouth dry, feel like I'm gonna hurl
the buzz from my drink not enough to keep my calm
I curl my toes and take a breath
hope to god no one knows, that the anxiety doesn't show
I hold my breath and look around the room
feels like I'm drowning in a sea of familiar faces
My friends faces as foreign as those of strangers

There seems to be a misunderstanding.
You are under the impression,
You got away with theft possession.
However you never will

The girl that's too sweet too nice
You had her heart her trust
You played make believe, used the word us
You stole her innocence, broke her trust

You'll never get away
Because she wont ever forget
Those who see her everyday
They know you took something precious away

She will never do anything to hurt you
could never do what you put Her through
She has forgiven but will never forget
You haven't faced justice yet

Her army of friends aren't so forgiving
see how hard it is for her to keep living
You destroyed a girl so sweet so nice
Be prepared to face a storm of fire and ice

in art, there is a study of chiaroscuro
dark versus light a contrast so beautiful

you, you are what they say is dark
you are curt and hard headed
thick skinned protecting a big heart
they say i am light
optimistic and light-hearted
an open heart protecting a broken one
the light and the dark dance
a beautiful composition of chiaroscuro

Every mirror should be framed because each relection is a masterpiece

Hate is strong, scary
Its hard work to hate
Time and effort
Such a human emotion
Whats scariest is disregard
Not giving a ****
Because at least if you hate
You're thinking you care
Disregard is animalistic
Its child like
Its the monsters under your bed
The ones you hated but you now ignore

He once manipulated me
Twisted and turned me
Like an indian burn
Little did id know id take my turn
I didn't want to hurt you
But hurt is all I've known
But you hurt me too
You lied and hid
I did what he did to me to you
You say to not be mad
Not to beat myself up
But seeing you hurt makes me sad
We had a chance but we ****** it up
Because all i knew was hurt
And all you knew was lies
And even when we laid side by side
Our views were twisted

So you're with her
An its bitter sweet
I see your instagram amd tweets
And im left asking what about me?

But i see you with her
The way you look at her
You looked. At me like that once
Oh but her smile they way she smiles

You are happy
happier than i ever made you
And thats all i could ask if you
It makes me happy seeing you two

Makes it easier to get over you
Knowing your happy, i know its sappy
But i still have those moments
Where i miss you

Those moments when you know im not ok
When you hug me goodbye, i want it to last
When i leave, i miss the kiss goodbye
Honestly i miss elephants and butterflies

But you found new butterflies
Ive never seen her this happy
Make her smile, be happy
I still love you, but friends can love eachother too