love
it makes me think of being thrown in the wind
flowing away slowly
as I sink deeper
I realize it's a distraction from the world around
a distraction that gave me temporary heal
a distraction that I could rely on
a distraction that I never thought I would have to move on from
nows that time
and I still try to distract myself
from this feeling
no distraction will ever be as great
as
yours
was

I never thought I would really end up here
I guess I always thought about it
I never imagined it actually happening
Falling this low
I've hit bottom
So far
So
low

I feel so domestic.
I'm honestly craving that 40s housewife life.
Cooking and cleaning all day,
Modest lipstick and pincurls.
Constantly barefoot and pregnant,
Floral dresses and pearls.

you forget
you are a poet
and accidentally
make sense